BAD PERSONALITIES
The Tweets of Madcow Sammy
BAD PERSONALITIES
BIG REX
Chapter 11
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Another lady attended the next meeting, and was telling judy about it! And what BR, said was amazing. He addressed the crowd, and looked the same but sounded odd. He said :
My philosophy, is simply to be guided by the birds and the bees.
And, if you know me, you know, I said it before, and I’ll say it again. I like bugs, all kind of buggers! See I got a special kindred with ’em. See, the world blew up, everybody died, but me and bugs are still alive, he laughed, ha, ha, ha, ha, . .
I get a kick checkin’ out the honey bees!
They are free like me, they fly all around, and do what they please, and if you don’t like it, they’ll sting you! See, the honey bees have a hive, a kingdom. In that kingdom they have Queen bees. Queen bees, to make babies. In Bumble Bee City, we go with the flow, no more, no less, we go with the best!
Bees? They have workers, worker bees, bees to go out each day and collect nectar to make honey.
They have warrior bees to protect the Queen and the Queens babies.
I like it! I like what they do! I like how it works too! If, it can work for them, it can work for us. I’ve studied the Bumble bee. And I think the Bumble bee has studied me, they certainly have been around longer than I, and that is not a lie!
I’ve studied the Bees, and they do fine! They don’t have to learn to fly, they been doing that since they are knee high! If they can do it, certainly, we as people, can do it a thousand times better!
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BR, said, or was it BR, or who, was it the Lord talking? We don’t know? But who ever he was , he said :
Women to me are like Queen bees, and our Queen bees, must think about increasing our population, instantly! Time, waits for no women or no man! Time is important, no joke! Something to understand!
If I could have the ear of all, I would say this :
If you are you, citizenry of Bumble Bee City? Hear me!
We need babies, babies! And like no other time, in human history, especially now, in our time of maximum misery, we do need kids! Lots and lots of them!
So, it was; later, it was he, who ever he was, that addressed the meeting, and told the crowd inside this:
So, if you a Worker, if you are a Worker on one of my brigades! I respect you! It is an honorable position, and if you work hard in spades, and helped construct something, we need. And you showed me, what you have done, what you have done! I will grant you time, to spend time, with not, just one woman, but two women. Give you all the privacy you need to get the job done! Come the end of the year. I want to see babies, babies, that’s all!
If you are gay, and can’t help us, that way, speak to me in private!
It’s OK, for a man, whether he be Worker, or a Warrior, to have time visiting more than one woman. All the women are allowed to have visitors in their compound. And if two women want to share the same man, when he comes to their section of the hive, I see no problem with that, if you get my permission first!
We need the seeds, to plant in the green garden, Ladies! I mince no words! So few are us! So fragile are we, one mighty disease or plague upon visiting us, would wipe us out in one stroke, over night! No medicines have I to offer you! I am like the Lord telling you this! I, the Strawberry Lord, cannot help you, if that befalls us!
Our flaws must be proclaimed, in this meeting. I do so speak, before I declared you bugs, it’s a pejorative, which includes my self, thinking, as I do from the perspective of how petty and insignificant as a people we are!
Now, My warriors have told me, there was a murder while I was away! While I was away there was a murder? I don’t like to hear that!
Yes, it will happen, many of you are suffering, and it is understandable. You will get stressed out! Get agitated and strike out. But we are one here, it doesn’t pay to get into an altercation with your neighbors! But, if you know you are not thinking right, come speak to me. Speak with someone! We will help, but don’t get in to arguments with each other, that can lead to a fight, that gets out of control!
I have the woman’s compound under surveillance, but the other sections of the camp, where the boys and men are, well we can’t watch everybody there! There are no more surveillance cameras! No more Police! You men. You men, he yelled, must police your selves, and show restraint!
The woman are under the control of the Lord alone! I will watch them! And who trespasses, will be a slave!
That’s, exactly what I heard him say! I heard the man! I heard him with my own hears, not second hand talk, I heard him and he said : Anyone can discuss these things, or have objections, he said, they can feel free to see him in private!
So listening, and checking him out, and taking it in the context in the time we’re living in, we weren’t exactly pleased, but! Why did he say Lord? What did that man mean by that?
It was very interesting meeting, and I think it helped everybody and me, to get to know him in a different light. He certainly sounded different, not so Honky tonky cowboyish, a little more refined! It was hard to believe it was Big Rex, speaking! His accent was gone! He walked differently, and sounded funny, like, like, it wasn’t him! But, we got to know and meet each other too, briefly! All in all, she said, I came away a little scared, but not as scared about him, or our future as I was before, the lady said to Judy, in a soft low, under the breath, contemplative tone! Then, Judy, let her head sink down, looking at the ground, as if depressed, no more direct eye contact, with the woman! She let all that she had heard, sink in deeply! It was confusing! And she looked lost, uncertainty she had crossed, and it shown on her expression, without another word being uttered by her!
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So, to be sure, Judy made it her business, to be at the next meeting, and she thought it was like going to school. But, the man she called BR, that she knew, when she first met him that morning, back on the hill, he showed off that he had many personalities, but now, he hadn’t changed! BR, still spoke in his southern cowboy drawl! Anyway, BR, was teaching us what to do, and do what ever it took, if we get in trouble outside the camp alone, and to have survival options!
It was especial interesting, the part where he talked about food! BR, said, before the crowd, who listen attentively to his every word :
Now, y’all, got to know, what y’all got to know! What we don’t got, and what we got!
One thing we don’t got, is unlimited food. SO!
So, that no way, means we got to resign our selves to future food shortages, as an eventuality! There’s options, not the best, nothing you all, gone to cheer about, but, nevertheless options! We got learn how to farm by growing stuff! We gone learn a lot of things. Days will come, we gone have to do without. Day will come we gone have to eat stuff, we are not accustomed to eat. Mind y’all, the list is long, destroyed world wide and permanently gone, there ain’t no grocery stores, no more, no Mc’Donalds, no more Whole-foods Supermarkets, no more Russian stuff, like 12 Mesyatsev, no Ebay, no Alibaba, NO! No more Amazon! We my dear folks, are toast!
We’re are back, let, er, um, let me tell you something, like it or not, we’re way, way, back. Back in pre-historic times, ancient times, food wise! Year, we got the boat supplies, but that’s not gone last forever!
Let me tell you something, you’re not the person you was! And, sure as you standing there, the person you are now, you’re not gone be, a few months from now! Cause we got to do, what we got to do, anyway, we can, cos’ we got to do it!
Survive, survive. Wass’up with that? That’s the bottom line, that’s gotta be on your mind!
There, is a time, a time for every thing! Like now, shucks! There’s a time to learn to survive eating stuff. Stuff like what? Well, stuff like, like, crickets, put a little chocolate on that cricket, and fry that bad boy up, nice a crunchy!
You got ants, worms, snakes, birds, and bugs and critters, and other things! Shucks, Y’all, I know, . . . This at first, you hearing it, might be, just a wee bit, a little revolting. Like, hey, totally crazy! But, hold on now! See, our primitive ancestors , and jungle dudes! They done done it! That’s why we alive to day! And now we in primitive times! Just cos’ you not accustom to it! Now, imagine, if it’s gone save your life! If you find a bug, eat the sucker! You heard the old saying : If it don’t kill you, it will make you stronger, get it ? So, I’d like y’all, children, and moms and dads, to be brave cowboys and cowgirls! Start off, with eating super tiny barely visible bugs! Super tiny, like a tiny, tiny spec, after your put that in your mouth, you’ll notice, you can’t taste it because it’s so small. You’ll learn it can’t kill you. Over time you’ll get your mind acclimated to it!
A group of teens siting in the front, were giggling, and in the group was the boy, Baxter, who asked : Boss, whats that?
What’s what? Acclimated, asked Baxter, smiling ear to ear, cause he never heard of anybody eating bugs before?
For you, and you children listening, acclimated simply means you’ll get use to it! You will get use to it, and it will come as being the natural thing to eat, and you’ll graduate, to eat some bigger stuff, and you be doing good. See, someday you might have to make a long journey all by yourself, you might get lost! And rather get sick and die of hunger, you eat what you can for now, understand me? What ever it is to get by, cos :
The main thing is to survive, fishy! If you don’t got no fish, you eat a bug! You eat a slug! You eat a snake, you eat anything alive, to stay alive. Get it? Don’t forget it! Anything! I need all of y’all alive! He said looking around at the faces in the audience, dead seriously!
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LATER ;
BR, we see him someplace else, chatting with Dizzy.
Now, Dizzy, had survived the blast of the explosion rather well, and although he was now retarded, he nevertheless was recovering quickly from his burns, but, he had gotten his chest scorched, pretty bad! And it was badly scorched and skin got stripped off his chest, leaving a good amount of his under skin exposed, forming a big white x, mark across the black skin of his big chest, giving him an appearance, some folks, found a little ominous! He was a changed man, he was unresponsive, depressed, and had fallen in the dark part of his personalities, suffering from dementia and childlike retardism!
BR, saw this, and took him aside in his office cave, and had a long patient talk with the boy!
BR, got to explaining to him, basic stuff, intensify his ego, telling him, that he is his mother, and he must do what his mommy says, generally brain washing what was left of his brain, so he’d be BR’s, servant!
BR, thought damaged goods or not, he could mold the boy over time, and eventually, rely on his strengths! He figured Dizzy’s mind was the same a person who had a bad bout of tantrum insanity! What happens to a person ending and coming out of a tantrum insanity? What would they feel, isolation? They would feel the need for someone to console him, and, so BR, tried to console the boy! He put his hands on his shoulder, and rubbed it, and tried to inspire the man, to be more of a man, and get up his ego back up!
Boy, he said smiling and looking at him in his eyes, there’s good days, and there are bad days! Now, you and me, gone have some good days, but you got look on the bright side! You got be horny ! Its gone take awhile, but, yes, I know they done cut it! But you can dream boy! Ha, ha, ha, you can dream! Reach for the stars, I am convinced better days are coming! You just do what I say, when I say it and you’ll be fine! Ok, answered Dizzy! No, not OK, say OK, Mommy! “Ok, Mommy!” That’s better now, you know what I really would like to do, is fix your brain! Put some computer parts in the brain grid, to see how it works! Maybe, after the camp is organized, and running by it self, and I have some free time, we’ll begin the experiments! OK? OK, mommy!
Later in the day, we see BR alone!
BR, was outside, looking like a loner! His cowboy hat, pulled down to keep the sun out of his eyes! He was just sitting on a boulder, busying his hands, with a large white towel, and wiping down the dust off his pistols and the barrels of his rifles, and checking them out. He had taken inventory of his Amo, and concluded he was in short supply, worrying his eye!
He had been alone up there, for a good, good while! He was probably thinking and conjuring up some gosh awful plan he had in mind!
He looked like a rough cowboy dude in a bad mood in the outbacks of a bad day in may!
It was a beautiful day, the high for the day was 83º degrees, according to a thermometer he took out, from the boat!
It was a little past 3 o’clock in the after noon, and the sun could be seen shiny and brite, if you looked out way beyond the periphery of the upper Earth and the lower Earth, in the distance, and it was real beautiful like!
In the distance down below some bodies foot steps could be heard as it nears, as it walked on dry leaves down below making sounds.
Then, suddenly, a voice said Hi! Hi, came a sweet sounding female voice, that would melt a man’s heart and jump start him to boot!
It was Saddie, she said hi, in a kind of sing song-ish way, real friendly like! It was that girl, Saddie, that girl he remembered, he saw down in the dark of the boat before! Hard to imagine it, cause right now, she looked like one heck of a bodacious lady, compare to the wet dirty dis-sheveled depressed expressionless being, in the dark, when he first saw her!
The aspect and look on her face today, was ripe full healthy complexioned, and her temperament and mood vital and happy, enjoying herself and full of life!
It got a rise out of him seeing her now!
It would be difficult to remember her, as one of the girls, who was so terribly depressed back then, she was planning to commit suicide, with the other girl, named, Judy, by holding her nostrils! Of course, that was then, and this is she, now. The difference was like night and day, and her attractiveness, she possessed now, by no means, certainly didn’t go un-noticed by BR!
She looked too good to die, thought BR! Now, after a few days out of that boat, and having time to gain her life’s stride and with her self esteem back! She approached him from the back, and walked up to him smiling like he was an old friend from way back! She saw, BR, seated by his lonesome, alone wiping his guns, in the sun! Polishing them up! And it attracted her! She approached real lady like, like a woman checking him out! She looked by the way she was moving her hips, and batting her eyelids, she was a woman wanting something! Could it be him? But, that said, she wasn’t wearing much, a tight black bluejeans, a white blouse showing a spot of cleavage, not much, but just enough, to get his attention! Whether that was her intention or not, who knows? She arrived at his side and she stood over him, watching him, and her shadow covered him, so that they were not bother by the light of the sun, but could see each other clear as a bell!
When he raised his head up to look at her his eyes glanced at her face then down slowly scanned her breast, then continued, and sank down to her feet then back up to her eyes again, and she felt them on her, studying her! She didn’t know what he was thinking, but what ever it was, she had her own agenda, women always do, sometimes!
She, placed her hand on her hips, looked deep into his eyes, and smiled, looking at him as his eyes met hers, she said it again, hi, big guy!
And the cowboy pushed his old dark leather Cowboy hat back on his head, as he heard her, and twisted around, cocked his neck back, and around to look real good at her! He, took a second or two, before he said anything, and thought before he replied, thinking about this lady, who was saying such a sweet breathy hello!
The sound of her, left good feelings in him, down below and on top his mind got up, his voice rough but soft, as he said, top of the day, anyway to you, young lady. You and me, we haven’t talked in a while? Don’t blame me, you been a busy man! BR, nodded his head in agreement, and turned his head smiling, and resumed picking up the long barrel of the rifle, he called ,’ Tits,’ and wiped it rubbing it faster like it was important, when it wasn’t. Was she making him, a touch nervous, who knows?
He recognized her right a way, but, he lied and made believe he for got her name and asked her, What your name again, sorry I forgot! Saddie, you met me before as saddie, but my spiritual name, my friends call me is Good-sky, see I am part indian! Well, shucks, shot my mouth, hi, saddie and hell, hello sky good dog! What you speak backwards? When I see a pretty lady, as charming as you, I don’t know what gets into me? You been in the right world? Who knows?
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She blushed, her emotions mixed, switched the topic, quickly and blurted out, less her intentions be known, and said casually as she tossed her head back to the sky and said,
“It looks like its gone rain? “
YEP, Year it do, said BR, in a whisper looking up at her tremendous female torso. Gosh, he said looking at it, we sure can use it! I know I could, he said looking at her breast!
We haven’t seen a drop, this will be the first rain we got too!
Oh, my! Right you are BR!
This will be a cause for a celebration if it happens, he said as he casually put out his palm of his hand, up to her for her to smack it! It what’s culturally done in America called, “Give me five,” So he said to her ,”give me five on that Good-sky, ” he said smiling! And, so she did smiling, she slapped his open palm of his hand hard, SMACK, and they smiled and laughed, ha, ha, ha, together, too!
How many times when I see it raining, I think this is the last thing I want to see!
What, why is that ?
Rain ..
Whys that?
It bugs me?
Why?
Cause that means the sun ain’t out!
Well, you can’t have both?
Oh, no sometimes you can!
When the rain rains, when the suns out, too!
What?
Oh, hell year, haven’t you ever heard of Sun showers! Sun showers, is what its all about!
Hey, you know, you got a smart head on your shoulders, I didn’t think of that, and you know what else?
What?
What’s that?
When, I was just a snot nosed kid, I used to run in the rain and I was the happiest I could ever be!
Why BR? Ha, ha, ha, he laughed out loud real hard, as old memories flooded his head! Cause my teacher, when I was in school, she, told me that when it rains, it doubly strengthens the brain, and my brain was so stupid when I was in school, so, I thought the best thing I could do was to play in the rain and drown my self in it! Ha, ha, ha!
I played in it as much as I could! Ha, ha, ha!
I thought, if I walked in the rain, I’d get smart! Ha, ha, ha, ah, I bet you were kind of smart just didn’t know it?
Hell, Saddie, re, um, Good sky lady, hell no! When I was a little boy I was so stupid, what when I heard a radio playing I thought the maker of the radio, open it up, and put little people inside who could sing and talk, ha, ha, ha, oh, yep, now you see, how I was a big dummy, but thats the way it was! Ha, ha, ha! You certainly look nice when you laugh today, Saddie! Gosh, darn it, won’t you give me some of what you got? It’s not for men! Well, then recommend something! You can do some push-ups! I like to see men do push ups! That’ll perk you up! I like being perked up too, ha, ha, ha, You got a nice smile too! Wow, thanks, why all the compliments, not that I am complaining?
Well, after a bit of time we see and appreciate things we didn’t notice before, he said looking at her!
Besides, You deserve it Saddie, er, um, sky, er um Good sky!
Why?
You see, where I come from, throwing flowers with pretty words, is the way to a girls heart.
So, you want a way to get in?
If you let me?
Again , she blinked, and jump quickly to switch the subject and said hurriedly,
BR, er, um, er um, I came by cause we are out of coffee, wonder if you could get some! Sure can, when you need it? Now, ha, ha, ha!
Anything for you, said BR, smiling , just give a little while to finish up with my pistols, and fetch it for you!
Cool!
But, listen how about a date, later so we can finish this conversation?
Surely, you can join me, and have a cup of coffee with me, in the cave, beyond, the office I made in the cave, there are various smaller caves there, with no ceilings just large holds in the ceilings, thats opened to the sky! The sun shines in real cool like! I invite to have coffee there with me, and check it out with me too? Sounds interesting, OK!
Cool! It’s a date, I’ll come and get you, he said, to her smirking up at her, as she turned, blinked at him, smiling, knowing they both got something going on together, and she started back down the surface of the boulder. She, could feel his eyes on her, and when she got down maybe forty feet away, she turned and caught him still eyeing her, she smiled and waved, then kept on walking. “Was it in their minds their tingling feelings of attraction, for to be, joint feelings, the mind must know the vision sought, and the body touched, so to us, it’s not imaginary but real, and it takes two to make it real, so that both minds can feel the attractions zeal!”
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LATER
Well, said BR, I was relaxing and was shining my rifle, when I saw my man Jonathan, walking towards me again, and the boy had a worried look on his face.
What brings you boy?
Boss, said Jonathan with a heavy heart, looking very serious, and the by the tone of his voice, you could tell something awful had happened!
Boss, I got to tell you, The men, the crew that you sent out, looking for car parts, they died! They’re all dead. All of them except for one. A man called Terrance . He is the only one alive, but he’s hurt and I don’t think he’s has long to live. He wants to talk to you. And I don’t think he’s got much time boss! You better come right away!
Where is he?
Just on the outskirts of camp, Boss!
Tell me what happened. He says were not alone. There’s bad people out there. But according to him, they’re not human.
So, BR, left right away. Jonathan took him to the man, BR, saw Terrance, who was badly beaten, a had big scratches, and bruises, on his head, and was dying, laying on the ground and BR, bent down and asked. Tell me boy, who did this?
The Ice-wholers. Ice-wholers? That’s the name we call them.
Terrance said coughing, he could barely speak, and knew he was not long for this world, and needed to warn BR.
You got know, you got to know! We are not alone. No, no we are not alone! We got company!
What, what are you saying boy?
Me, cough, me, me and the men were walking, searching for metal, and there was earthquake, a big sinkhole open up, we fell into a whole maybe twenty feet or thirty feet deep.
Down in whole, we found underground, there was giant walls of mountains of ice. They are like icebergs, icebergs under ground icebergs, hidden under ground, that must have come up to the surface when the earth split apart. It was covered over with sand, before.
It was big whole we fell into and couldn’t climb out. We were trapped.
As the sun rose up, it heated up the ice, we saw bodies in the ice, it was people, a race of man, that we thought must be ancient kind of Neanderthals or something! They looked like plants, a race of plant men. They, were frozen, and now once the ice melted they came back to life, and they when they stood up, they were huge, three times my size, they wanted to eat us for food, and had swords and they took us one by one, and threw us, as high as they could in the air, and when we fell back down, they held up the pointy swords, so we would fall on it!
We’d fall on their swords and they cut us up and eat us, I was the last one left, they had killed all the others.
They, they grabbed me, one big monster man, bigger than the others, he grabbed and swang me around and around and, and let me go, and swung me up high in the air, so high. I am a small man, and don’t weigh much, and I was thrown up higher than the edge of the whole, out of the whole, and I thought, I must escape. Now, I am a sky diver, I knew what to do, so I open my jacket and used it to catch the air and instead of falling down, I maneuvered the air so I flew sideways to get to the edge of the ice whole, and I grabbed some old tree roots, and, and held on, and climbed out, and that saved my life.
I ran, I thought they were going get out and come to get me, but, then, and then, and then, suddenly there was another earthquake, and cover ed up the whole back up! I fell down, and I realized, I was safe for now, and made my way all the way back here, and your men found me, he said. BR, looked disturbed, the news was not at all what he had expected. The men closed his eyes, and said, you got to know you got to know, we are not alone!
His last words! We are not alone!
Now, after he died, when they searched the mans clothing, they found he had drugs and had been drinking, and now they thought maybe the man was hallucinating, and imagining all this.
Everybody was very skeptical, and BR, ordered Garfield and Mikey his slaves to bury the man!
LATER
And so, a little later, he gathered up his guns, and return them to his secret place! He, now went into the deep back section of the cave, and climbed up the wooden stair case, he had built and unlocked, the metal door, and rolled back the corrugated door, he stole out of the boat, and went inside, and about five minutes or so later, he brought out several boxes of a coffee called, ‘Chock full of Nuts,’ brand of coffee, and carried the boxes with the help of his side kicks, the Captain and Dizzy, back to the part of the cave they used as the kitchen, section, and left them there.
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MEANWHILE
Meanwhile we check out what’s happening at Tenika’s brand new make shift, Hair Salon, called the,” JumbaLiar Hair Salon!”
The salon was open now, tenika was trilled! And it’s open from noon time till after dinner time! And was composed of seven beat up old geo adjustable, modulator, chairs, they got out of the boat, spray painted pink! The chairs were in such bad condition, that they sprayed it pink, so it wouldn’t look so bad!
And they had a big thick, plain colored dark green rug, placed on the sandy rocky ground outside, inside a rickety blue plastic tent, supported on four metal poles, that are slightly leaning to the left, that her husband, Bobbie Ritter tore out of the boat!
Plus, she had a series of long orange extension cords, connected to a generator, she/he, got permission from BR, to use so they could turn on their radio, their computer screen showing old movies, and eight tiny hair dryers, they dragged out of the boat!
And, for air conditioning, there was a small black wired fan that rotated from right to left! And several old time, old styled, chinese fans, she cut out of cardboard, she made herself, so people could fan themselves
In the corner of the tent on a table, were, a bunch of old Ipads charging! And VR, kits charging up too, so her costumers can them put on. And she stole out of the boat, several nuero interface modulators, the type you can strap on, too! For those girls, who want to get their brains charged up!
She got out of the boat lots of talking books, and lots of these old style Apple and Google eyes glasses to listen to, and read stuff!
And Tenika, had a suitcase full of hair products! All kinds! She has hair sprays, bottles of expensive shampoos, deep cleaning oils, and all kind of motorized vibrators, you can charge up, for rent!
And a whole box, of scented soaps and boxes of finger nail polishes, and paste on nails, paste on eye lashes, paste on eyebrows, paste on nipples, all colors and sizes. And she had a fake paste on big butt, for rent, for woman physically challenged in the behind! She had hair wigs too, every color including blue! And also for sale, she had a panty the size of elephant too!
Plus, A metal bronze brush to clean the dirt from under finger nails! She stole out of the boat, brushes, scissors, combs, and on a white oval table, in the center of the green rug, she has nail files, made out of metal so when she can reuse them by washing them! Plus, when her clients need to go, she’s got toilet paper! They got an out-house, made out plywood, its private hole in the ground, just a short walk, perhaps about, two hundred feet away behind a boulder!
We listen in on a conversation :
Tenika the proprietor, is speaking, as she attends her new costumers!
Edgar told me! Me!
No!
Yes!
I, girl, I am telling you, he left that bitch!
No!
Yes!
Easy come, easy go!
Clothes on, clothes off, that’s the way it goes!
Really I thought they made a good fit! Fit, Anything can fit!
When you got viagra, or any of those sex pills!
But you need more than a fit to keep a couple together!
No!
Yes!
Mike?
What about mike? I heard he was seeing Margi, but he so fat! Honey, whats fat got to do with it?
Long as he can move it! Hell year, as long as he can stick it in, in? Ha, ha, ha! Tell me about it! Fat, don’t hinder nothing. What about that fat bad soul singer from long ago! Whats his name? Who? That singer, whats his name, the big fat black dude, that use to belt out love songs in a deep, deep voice that was soft a silk? He voice would melt your panties off! You talking about, Barry White? Year, him, Great american singer, cool!
Year, but, but,
That was a thousand years ago, a long, time ago! Year, true, but I heard of his songs, before he kicked the bucket! He was fat, but he didn’t have any trouble getting women!
But, say, you know whose cool! BR! Oh, shit! But, but he nuts retorts, one customer with her head hidden under a white, over sized towel, waiting patiently hoping to get deep rub massage?
Nuts he got, but he’s the one running the show!
Rumors has it, that crazy cowboy, he has two ships now! No?
Yes!
And, check this out! Its called Flowers!
What?
What’s called Flower!
Honey, thats the name of his new boat!
It’s a fix er upper!
What?
And they fixing her up, and fixing, to move into that boat, too, honey!
What?
You heard me! Shit! Girl, please! How you know?
Cause I don’t know, but they say they gone make a new city out of it, so we can all live in it, and its bigger than our boat, and got containers of food!
What!
No!
Yes!
More containers of food, than you got hairs on your bald head honey, ha, ha, ha, ha , .
No!
Yes!
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And they found people on that boat, and all are his prisoners and got clean up everything!
Really!
How many people? I don’t know, what I do know, he said all the women belong to him, and if a man wants a woman he’s got to work for Big Rex! Or no sex!
And he’s in charge of who gets sex!
Who the hell is he? He is Big Rex!
What?
No!
Yes!
Well, he is not in charge of me, said Tenika, angrily as she washed one ladies hair, pulling on it and yanking it around to dry out the water in it!
Ow, yelled the lady! What the hells wrong with you?
Oh, sorry honey! I got carried away, apologized Tenika smiling! and then standing in the center of her salon, swinging a wet towel around, snapped,
No, Man! I say no Man! But my Goddam, man owns me, honey!
Year! Hey you know what? I think he’s gay!
No!
Yes!
So!
What’s wrong with that?
No, no what I mean, I haven’t seen the guy with any women! So I am just saying he might be gay! And what the hell is wrong with being gay?
Tenika, up yours OK!
Look, chill it, I didn’t say anything is wrong being gay! Who you telling to chill it ? Ha, ha, ha !
Stop the bullshit! Did you hear about Edgar?
Whose Edgar, don’t know him! He’s cool! And, girl please, talk about handsome OMG! The dude, looks like a movie star, lordy me he is handsome! No shit? For real! So, let me tell you what went down! He brought this blond chick here, the other day!
He, says, hey you, he says to me, heres my girl!
And he told me to fix her up!
So I looked around at this handsome guy, and then at this wash out stringy looking kid, he was calling his girl! She looks like preppy college girl, you she came in you know how teenage girls got this style of walking around in their panties, nowadays?
No!
Yes!
What was her problem?
Sick!
Bitch was sick! She strode in with a bad social skills, and she had a bad case of acne that made her look like she had lumpy bumpy Alligator skin on a good day! Don’t want to know, what she looked like on a bad day!
Plus bitch had a bad, bad attitude!
Hey, I said to my self, looking at that face, dam, shit, this girl needs plastic surgery, how the hell can I fix her up?
Ha, ha, ha! But I didn’t tell him that, of course! Oh no, Ha, ha, ha! So, er, um, So, I says to him you, you got money? No, but I can do some carpentry work for you in exchange! I am a good carpenter! Whats it gone cost? Well, I said I’ll tell you. Let me, first, take a look at her and ask her what she needs first, OK, I told him!
So, honey, I said to the woman, what you need? So, she says to me, I want my hair washed, and cut, plus, a shape face message with lanolin and egg whites, then she asks, you got a hair dryer, shit yes, I said sit you butt in that chair over there!
So, I did the job, best I could, considering what I had to deal with! Ha, ha, ha! And then when its time to get paid, the carpenter boy friend backs out of the deal, trying to tell me, me, telling me he’s broke up! Cause while she was getting her hair done he found another chick, I say what? Ain’t, this a bitch!
OMG, exclaims, Sherry listening! Then, the other women laughs, ha, ha, ha!
So, what happened?
So, the man is standing in front of me, is telling me this boat load of crap, right!
Me, I am, I am saying to my self, please lord, help me keep my cool!
Cause you got to know I got temper management issues, sugar! Ha, ha, ha!
Well! Go on! What happened next? Well, shut up, let me finish! So, So, he runs this shit by me, right, that he’s got a new girl friend, and he’s not got nothing to do with the old one, I worked on! That she is on her own! So, I said, listened, and said : I don’t give mother [ BLEEP ] about your new girl friend! You still owe me from the old girl sitting in my chair, now!
You, gone pay her bill, now, so far as I am concern she is still your girl friend?
Oh no she’s not, so the his girl sitting in my chair, gets pissed off, gets up and start kicking him and she spitting on him! So, all hell breaks out now! These guys are fighting and carrying on!
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No!
Yes!
No, really?
So, So, So, that’s when my hubby Ritter came by, and step into the fray! He heard what was going down, so he yells at him. Now, do you want to get your ass kicked, or are you gone pay up, cause now we want cash! To hell with the carpentry!
So what happened, asked the woman from under the towel?
Well, Margi, the other chick, that was doing the nails! She jump up and rushed over and whispered in my ears, that we could certainly use a wooden floor instead of this rug, we are standing on!
Now truth, be told. I am tired of this stupid studio rug, we got, cause it is so lumpy! Beside I can’t stand the color green!
So that got my ass, thinking! So I calmed down and signaled to my honey, Ritter to chill, out, and leave, and let me handle it! So, he slipped-out, and walked out to the side!
And er, um, so, so I said, er, um, oh, you know what? What? We do need a wooden floor for the salon, can you help? So the dude, looks down at the floor, and looked at me, than back down at the floor. And he decides to measure it!
But, he don’t, got no measuring tape to measure with. Can you imagine a carpenter dude, with no tape measure?
OMG! ha, ha, ha!
So, guess what? What? He gone do it with his feet, now, guess what?
What?
The dude, don’t got no shoes, OK! Ha, ha, ha!
But, I say to my self, well, hey let him do his thing, so I am watching the dude carefully like cat watches a mouse!
So, he does it, by putting one foot in front of the other, and measuring saying one, two, three feet etc! And, honey, let me tell you, he figures it out correctly! Its twenty eight feet, long, and eighteen feet wide, which is correct!
I knew that shit!
So, I said to my self, well at least he’s not stupid, cause shit, I could have told him that the rug is twenty eight feet by eight teen feet, if only the dude had only asked!
Well, he says smiling, he don’t see why he couldn’t put in a nice floor for me. So, he says, he told me he would speak to BR, for permission, to rip out some nice planks from the boat, and he could sand them up, and when their cut to size and cleaned up and shiny, he’d bring them over and install them! So what happen? Nothing, honey child, that was two days ago! I am still waiting! I ain’t heard from the man! What is this handsome guys name? Bonaparte! Bonaparte? Thats right handsome name, and one hell of a hunk! He’s handsome?
No!
Yes!
Got that right! Looks like Di Caprio when is was young decades back! But cuter! Oh lordy hows his butt? Tight!
Ain’t that right?
No!
Yes!
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And his got a body to die for! He has no trouble getting ladies! I tell you that much!
I could use Bonaparte! We all could use Bonaparte ha, ha, ha! I’ll pay him, ha, ha, ja! Me Too! Oh, ha, ha!
I need a man, says, the girl from under the big white towel! It’s been so long!
NO!
Yes!
I hear you!
The woman under the towel thinking to herself suddenly, says to herself, regrettably shocked that she would dare utter the dismal truth, to her self let alone verbally in the company of desperate strangers, caught in a bad dream! But she did, she says to her, I did! How, and why would I say that? My upbringing taught me better!
My lord, did I really say that in public, “I need a man,” thought the girl from under the big white towel! My previous life, imbued with select privileged companions and gentry of impeccable taste, and partaker of the swank island corners of life, with distinctive ambiance, and as such a girl, such as me, coming from the upper classes, before the end of the world!
Now, I must face the stark fact. That, the life I was born into is not my destiny any more– my decisions are! But, what I do, is shaped by what is, and here I am amidst a class I have little in common with! But that concept must be tossed, because here on this life-raft of life, we are all equally adrift on a new unknown journey, where it will lead, dare no one to venture to guess, let alone me, for I am as clueless as the rest of the people here!
The voice we here is from the lady under the towel in the salon waiting to get her face moisturized by Tenika.
Her name is Judy! Her whole name, is Champagne, Judicandiana banoli Dastrami, was born August 21, 2025, and was a designer DNA, baby, She had wealthy parents who desired to used a genome editing technique called CRISPR to rid their child of the possibility of hereditary diseases! and her parents chose how they wanted her to look! It’s something poor people cannot afford! You could be, superior, money thats all it takes A fact no one talks of, but everyone knows!
She was known by her wealthy family name, Judicandiana, daughter of a prominent Connecticut hedge fund creator, known as the Dikcons! She was raised and grew up in a wealthy neighborhood called Forest Hills in Toronto, Descending from Italian and more instant Canadian roots, she was the younger of five children. A fashion student enthusiast, and studied nursing therapies! Her affluent upbringing provided her with many benefits, the most preponderate was a well grounded education and head and philosophy that was well grounded, but here, now in this world, it is like having someone come up from behind and knock you off balance? All that she was accustomed to went away that day the world ended. Her world, now alone, surrounded by strangers she must live, live to survive! Here her new friends, now are these people not by choice, but necessity, she peeks out from under the towel listening to the very loud gross foul mouth, babbling of the gossiper queen, Tenika! A drop out kid of the pop culture. She opened a salon and doesn’t try to aim to appear cultured. Tenika, she doesn’t know what the word means, thinks Judy critically! You, she thinks, you can just look at her or him, she’s got so much, much make up on, not knowing that you are not putting on make-up for a stage performance. The folks in this camp, aren’t looking at you from the second balcony! They are standing close to you, and your makeup should be subtle, not tribal thick wick, and lordy me, not tabloid tacky! But, what lady, who, to her, would reveal that? Certainly not Me! Oh course the martini shakers are going to love her, his, drama, and innuendoes, preposterously represented street level diatribes, with details worthy of a slum book! But, I take no comfort in morbid loose details of the sordid twisted tales about the faults of others, when each and every one of us, owns a closet full or secrets, we would rather not talk about!
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Judy, goes on thinking! I don’t fit in here, thank God! But left to breathe, or die, I am here in this place! “This garbage dump of a thing she dares call a Hair salon,”
I come, because none other exist!
Other wise I wouldn’t be caught dead in here or in her presence!
Nevertheless, I am out of my class, and off my game, and the fact, my revelation about me needing a man, is said, and out there!
I didn’t mean to reveal it!
I hope it is forgotten soon quickly, and nothing bad comes out of it!
Still, am I so different ? A ladies biological needs, on some level are the same despite your upbringing?
Still, I shouldn’t have voiced my inner thoughts openly like that, she ponders disconcertingly to herself.
Men, I for one, don’t know why that crazy BR, keeps popping up, in my head? It is a mystery to me? He is a mystery to me! I owe him my life, for saving me, crazy or not! He’s crazy, sometimes, sometimes not! But still men, they usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy! Believe it! It is real. But only for a season. For as much joy they give you, they spike it with pain also, for some reason! Not that we women are no better! Chicken little cried the skies falling, and the world ended, but, not our inner longings needs, to be stroked, kissed, that will always be, despite the sky falling above thee!
Life’s relationships that last a long time, are rare and each teach you, if you are lucky, lifetime lessons!
I wonder whether I should wait for him to court me? I have to wait, it’s lady like! I got my pride, still I don’t know? In my former life, with so many elite fish in the sea, who the hell would think of him! He’d be the last person I would consider for marriage, perhaps a one nighter, if no one knew about it? But here and now in my new reality, he’s got the power here over my destiny! And ever since I was a little girl, I was always attracted to powerful men! He might not have been powerful in my life before the world split apart, but he sure is in my life now, and I just want to take and dump my inhibitions and just go stalk him, make my feelings known! But, I wasn’t that type of girl before. So although I want to, its hard to get over me as I was before, and just do what my instincts tells me to do! But here in my mind, to myself, I admit I want him, I crave him!
“Explorers on safaris for love, must enjoy it more, if they have had none for a long time”
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To continue to CHAPTER 12, scroll down below and check it out!
Hi! It’s me , Madcow sammy, OMG, talk about folks with a problem, if they don’t got a problem, they gone have a problem! But besides that, these folks, if they only knew whats in the dinner, they might be inclined to pass! I think all o them got a big surprise coming! Believe that!! I know I would, I’d skip eating big time! And the folks that was in that boat needs to get their heads examined quick! They got issues. I know BR and The Captain do! These guys are unbelievable! Wow,
Luckily my Iphone alarm, went off again, and woke me up! ” Oh Boy! ” Anyway, I really got to consult Toni, cause this is too much! I got to tweet him, anyhow, I just got another tweet! It’s my girl, Madcow Lady Ga Ga again! Oh how cool! Got to fly bye! Stay tuned, this is just the beginning! I got to run now, bye, adios, adieu, A plus tard Mes amis, abschied, Wiedersehen, 這麼長時間現在，我們看到你很快 ！,告別 ,작별, 別れ ,Прощай ,الوداع ,veda , addio ,Żegnaj, bye bye, to da loo!
CHAPTER 12
The Tweets of Madcow Sammy
BAD PERSONALITIES
BIG REX
Chapter 12
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Good evening, again friends and another good Fractal welcome, back to you all! The great ages, full of fractal sages warns one to be bold, audacious! As it is you who are about to enter chapter sixteen full of queens in-between sheets! The fractal door creaks opens ever so slowly once more! Look yes you look!
Gaze into eternity, invisible and alone, gaze in to eternity and see, stories to frighten and make you sigh, stories to make you ask the questions why? Stories of hate, stories that make you want to debate the reason and where with all of your fate! Stories that search, quests that dare to inquirer into your very private hidden puddles of desire. Can behavioral desirers societal intimate be, be based in fractal algorithms too, watch, watch, watch closer, what they do!
But warning! Real torrid love stories not suitable for the immature!
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MEANWHILE!
BR, Got a coffee date with Saddie!
Together, the two of them, knowing full well what they are about, run their mouth, in what appears fun idle conversations! They play the behavioral interplay games men and women do in courtship! He would tell a joke, she would quip a quote, and the world would go around and around!
She told him she knows how to relax a man, and was playfully massaging his shoulders, for a while, while they conversed! BR, asked, what are some of the benefits of getting a relaxing and rejuvenating massage? It makes your hair grow! Where? You’ll, see, she said laughing, ha, ha, ha!
Did you like to watch Youtube before the world ended? Heck, year loved to watch Fractal movies and Star trek oldies, but goodies stories, and Rambo, Terminator, Blade, Avatar, Saturday Night Live junk too? Me too! Really? Yep! OMG! I am a Fractal lover BR, admitted smiling proudly! Ha, ha, ha! He laughed, and Saddie said, we got a lot in common, me and you too! She said, as she sat right tight, up close to his legs with her elbow on his knees, smirking sexily up to him, saying with hers words one thing, while with her body was saying quite another! You could see, it was getting warm, before the storm!
Hey Saddie, I recon my coffee is getting cold, He murmured, looking down into his cup, he said laughing as he lurched to get up to go fetch another, the woman’s elbow inadvertently swung around accidentally spilling the coffee onto his crutch, instinctually she grabbed big handfuls of napkins and rushed to dry his crutch off by wiping off the coffee water off, stroking the area of his crutch. She placed her hand on it and it rose in her fingers like mighty bamboo, hard, getting harder, she didn’t now what to do? She realized she had awakened the man in him she suddenly stopped looking at it and turned looked up into his face towering over her and suddenly he leaned down, kissing her open mouth full in the lips, she fiend to resist, but he insisted and after second didn’t resist, kissed his lips back, just as hard, just like that, BR, grabbed her up in his arms, pressing her bosom, and she on to bamboo, grew in her hands she held on to it too, lust passions door flared, clothes got tossed bared and in thrusting it flew!
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“People stumble blind, find another near the confines of their mind, their special someone on a destiny street, they do encounter themselves and wonder why this one, is the special person, they meet?”
Usually happenstance sparks romance askance eyes glance meet, in the times street now this reason escapes you why enter your life this person, but so true no matter what you say or do, the reason still escapes you?
Perhaps to hold and embrace you and over you offer, emotional support, provide a bridge to financial safety, offer life you real life instead of an empty one, offer you life support because you have nort godsend treasure they to you be? Pleasured you grow strong in their person and under their protection and love, then one day from the heaven above you wakeup and they are gone no fault of your own, but bereft left song of the gone, such a heart breaking song, we all at pass displeased the person in your life although you don’t wish to lose them, do, at a time, of destinies choosing they to you no longer be, perhaps another person attracted them away from you, you see? Perhaps they get sick to no cure, Perhaps overtime got glutenous fat and lazy and she got turned off! Perhaps you had an extra marital affair and caught she , she did and called it quits? Perhaps you struck her and being a fool, didn’t say sorry and abandoned she to you she did? Perhaps woman be you and a player too and played too much and surprised you he did and shot you dead? Perhaps you being a woman, was tempted by a lesbian, spotted he with her, and wanted nothing more to do, with you? Perhaps you let yourself go, no exercising, lots of Ice-cream and Pizza, and too much Mc Donald’s no more pretty girl you be, and said so what!
What’s he gone do, leave? But he did? No amount none, no amount of begging on your knees, please will your lovers heed? Please come back, please? Pretty please? But alast they out of your mind needs materialized to you, for your own abbreviated shorted time be, but essential time, on time, for you for a reason fulfilled, not fraudulently but authenticatingly you to the level of true happiness, happiness you could not imagine, fruits of love you lovingly picked, happiness, cleverness, joyest’ness undergoing a growth in you for the better? What lesson the person you created teaches you, you must take inventory, count the bad times with that which if you are so lucky you could and extract love like you should and treasure it, now that it too has gone. For this is what Fractal life is! For every thing has its day and at destinies command must pass it away and night falls!”
Saddie remembered:
She did something cool and the man said OK, fox you got skills!
You my new addiction, cant wait to get you on!
You , you make my ground move like an earthquake you got’ makes me thirsty . .my word, no debate!
Popping pop, girl preference Word! Lambs bone! Gotta go home! She looked at him crossed eyed, smiling trying to figure out what he saying to her, as he talked a lot of street trash to her, How can a cowboy talk street talk? She, excited, suddenly, looked up into the cowboys face again, looked into his eyes, which looked wild, wild, so wild, while he grabbed her up off the floor!
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Saddie, knocked his cowboy hat off with one smack of her back of her hand! You are cowboy, but you a City-man too! Who are you? If you gone do me? Show some respect!
She put her hands down my pants, and I said, look whose talking about respect? Ha, ha, ha! Hands ups! This is a stick up, pop pop baby! Ha, ha, ha! BR, you full of it, cowboy, City boy, bakers man, who the hell are you man? Ha, ha, ha!
You Bad! So are you! You only live once, hunt!
Rad! Narly waves bird, when you move, word! I can move it faster than you? Oh, no you can’t! Oh, yes I can! Ha, ha, ha!
Gone giving this cowboy, some chess? Give me some cheese, do what I please? You bad, bad, boy dad! Relax! Don’t sweat it! I ain’t gone no where! You know whats up!
What? You’ll see!
Come with me!
OMG!
Baby! Oh No! OMG! Stop! Stop! Ouuuuwe!
I gone leave you alone! Could you? Watch me, but not now! Ha, ha, ha!
Quiet woman, you talk to much, he says to the palpitating little woman in front of him, as he gets down to business!
Saddie smiles happily, wanting more as she is being ravished by BR! She’s smiles to her self so pleased, and thinks it is too good to end but it will! BR, is not an eternal sex machine , but saddie wishes he was! Both covered in lovers sweat, as they continue like animals in the dark of the night, lock tight, she feels him in here in her he oscillates vibrating between her legs. His slender body hot up against her, and suddenly she opened up her mouth, he, opens his mouth sticks out his tongue lunges in, as he moved her hands over her head, stretching both arms straight as he ravished her taught! I remembered how, he didn’t allow me to move, and did what he pleased with me, I answered him hard as I could with upward pressure of my thighs, as our bodies clashed together! I sighed, OHHHoo, as he ceased to exert it, held stiff in me, then rested, kissing my neck, and biting my enlarged pointy chest! I sighed, OHHHooooo ahh! Ow! You’re hurting me! I stuck my nails in the warm flesh of his heaving back, a hot fractal like that scratched his back till it bled red, held him too, so he couldn’t get away like in bed, we were locked in lovers bad embrace with fractal love so good you could taste it! Then he stopped his motor! Why? No, power? Done? Has his mechanism, shrunken and deflated? Terrified, of the thought, because she was just getting herself shifting into high gear, getting ready, is that all there is? Saddie knows, you mustn’t get tired, if both work synergistically together they would reached ecstasy! Saddie lies still, leaving herself in suspense? She feared, he had aroused her to an almost unbearable expectation of fractal pleasure, and now that she responded, only to let her fractally down, it vanished? How is that possible? She cried inside wishing, for him to re ignite the pleasure in sight! She asks, is he just a big mouth nut, is that all he is? No stamina? Oh, what use is this man?
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Saddie, breathed deeply waiting for the pitcher to throw the ball, not a strike! Being a double jointed young lady she held him with all her might, waiting! He stuck out his tongue like slow motion magic, and licked her, stimulating her just behind her right ear, so slowly, it took what seemed like an exciting extremely fractal eternity! Women’s nature, sometimes forget men do pause, gather strength back then reinvigorate continue! BR, face was covered in sweat, she kissed the overheated man in her! “Bam,” he was back again, the young man, perched insecurely on her slender branches of her heaving body and rocked it till he felt it move fast slightly compressed, released it and then she pleased screamed out in delight, again, in that preemptive state, she pleased, screamed out in delight, the warnings are up as the two of them are in sense of alertness one big sea of moving flesh iterating, iterating, sexy coefficients employing in ernest, not just all impulses, but residual stimulating energies maxing them out, as the sweat poured out of the two lovers, as they filled the room with moans and ahhh’s! BR, rested his tired head in between her mounds, and once more, then she unable to control her self, so pleased screamed out in utter delight, the sounds of her moans of suffering in fractal sexual pleasure, empowered, BR! As she whispered and moaned, in his ear, his ears stood erect and other things too! She looked so good to him, and he looked so good to her, save for one thing, she thought :
Her anticipations and expectations of what it would be like to make love to a guy with multiple personalities had up until now, had not been met!
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But all of sudden, one of BR, alternate personalities kicked in, and he was not BR anymore but, him, another, and asked the lady below him, who are you? Who are you under me? Lady? Saddie was for a second was thrown off her game, rocked the same! This was so unexpected, she got erected! But she knows he got many personalities inside him! She was shocked, but only for a fractal second, but being a woman, her prima mother wise intuitive instincts, kicked up very quickly, and were running with his cute game changes, and joined in the game! She wouldn’t evacuate, hesitate or settle to be played a fool! She knows how to play act too, and does, and without skipping a beat replied, as she grabbed his hair from the back of his head and pulled his face out of her chest like he was a mischievous child, and smiled at him and quipped sexily, You better behave!
And something, something about him about him changed. He looked weird suddenly and he looked at her square in the eyes, she got terrified!
Who are you? Who, he suddenly asked again, in another voice, a deep sexy baritone voice she, never heard before, and surely didn’t recognize, but she liked it, and it excited her more, to know his mysterious other sides of him, scared of him, but hiding it she boldly told him to shut up!
Shut up BR, or I’ll kick your ass!
What are you, are you, are you talking to me?
Is there anybody else in me? Answer my question! I refuse! I could kill you!I could kill you too, or I could love you, which would you prefer?
He let his long tongue dangle out his mouth like a dog, as he, whoever he was, now surveyed her terrain! His eyes eyed her bare chest and it seemed to overwhelm him! His eyes stared at one then the other, and suddenly got a far away look in them. And exclaimed : Ugly!
Look who’s talking! Don’t look in a mirror cause it will crack, my boobs are better than anybodies! She said angrily, feeling uncomfortable now, not knowing what the hell to expect from BR! You were in love with them before a minute ago, you thought they were beautiful!
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Lady, I am just a me, from a different universe you see, having a nasty, nasty dream! I just got off! Off! I am just passing through, and I find you! Who the hell are you?
None of your business sickness, talking to me like that, disrespectfully, snapped Saddie, not at all happy with his tone, or this inopportune prank, alone?
I don’t know you, replied the man, rudely, totally confused, but mused, but a-gashed how real this nasty dream seemed? Could this be a Virtual Realty loop scoop, some bodies playing on me, he quizzed himself?
For people to make love, they should be in love!
Saddie, was feeling she was getting angry, so, she took a moment out, and breathed in a deep breath, and counted to ten. She was so angry, but, didn’t want to start a fight, so, then the girl, being street wise, checked out his worlds, and, was determined not to let him play her, or get fooled, and turned to using her own female intuition, deflected, and acted, lowered her voice, and changed her demeanor too, and put on a false big smile on her face, and whispered in the ear of the man in her, this :
I go to bed with people I don’t know all the time, don’t you?
No! He responded, alarmed, now, on the defensive, not at all prepared to be questioned like this. Like this?
Then, what you doing inside me, asked Saddie?
I, I, , he said stuttering, disconcertedly, and totally taken aback by the directness of the question, for which, he had no answer, and was literally choking on the question!
And asked her, Do you know, do you know who I am?
I don’t give shit who you are, now shut the F*** up and F*** me, demanded Saddie!
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Whats love got to do with it? BR’s, other personality couldn’t deal with her line of reasoning and appeared confused! She latched on to this vulnerable moment in him, and let her curiosity get the better of her, and asked him in a real sexy voice : Do have a name? Year! What’s yours, she asked? Jack SawedOff!
Jack? Jack SawedOff, she repeated, bewildered, and thought, WTF?
Pleased to meet you, Jack, she said smiling, with a very lady like tone, nodding her head, not believing a word, he said! Like wise, miss? What’s your name? Saddie, but my friends call Good sky. I am part American Cherokee Indian!Now all the while this conversation was transpiring between the two strange lovers, their bodies had paused, but then she tightened her legs, and locked him in, and shook, and then.
She kissed him on the nose, kissed him on the chin, bit him on the chin, letting her teeth sink in, wiggled her hips, and shook, reviving it, and the beat went on, and from then on, it didn’t skip a beat, but kept the motion of the locomotion, in continuous motion, and Saddie, smiled deliriously, and said to him!
I am one of your bugs Jack SawedOff! Bugs are my friends! Year I know! How do you know? Oh I know a lot about you! Saddie thought to her self!
WOW!Ha
This is so dam interesting, two for one! Oh what that means is double the fun! She didn’t expect this Fractal benchmark, but loved the hell out of it! BR, she thought to herself, this son of bitch of a man, is so cool, the ultimate driving machine! He the energizer bunny on steroids! WOW! You don’t know what you got till you get it, how cool is that? Now, now, if each of his personalities comes out in me, I could make love to all of them and this could go on forever?
WOW!
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Games lovers improvise on a spot are hot, she likes them a lot, she thinks they’re so awesome! Of all the bugs you got, who do you love best? Can you share that yummy recipe? Can I? Baby you, baby bugga you’re the one [bleeping ] in my pot! The best, [ bleep ] better than the rest! Ha, ha, ha, He laughed, blinking, peeking upward to her eyes looking down at him on her big mammary chest! Thanks, he said, Day wuz tasty! Then, she put her fingers in his ears, truly trilled enjoying this Fractal moment, and she bust out laughing, ha, ha, ha ! Bugga, you would be good on a wet, cold chilly nite! How you know? Cause I am holding you tight! Holding you tight and it feels right, ha, ha, ha! Perfect together, ha, ha, ha!
Then suddenly something happened that shocked them both :We heard a mechanical voice, interrupt our conversation and it said, in high pitched voice, that you just know belonged to a toy doll or something : “See you later alligator ha, ha, ha!”
BR and Saddie were at first surprised and stunned, then BR, looked at Saddie and bust out laughing! Wow, guess what? It’s my talking toy pen, he explained, as Saddie opened eyes, widened, and she now had a totally surprised look on her face! I am sorry, BR, said, in whispering tone, as he looked at her in her eyes! Its just I carry it around in my jeans! I never know when its gonna speak! I think it’s the battery, the battery is nuts or something, he said laughing with a big grin! He was just as surprised as Saddie to hear it go off! He twisted his neck around to looked at his jeans he had tossed on the floor, and you could see the long pastel colored green pen sticking out his pants pocket! He had found the cute talking gadget, back in the boat, and was carrying it around ever since!
Wow! OMG, exclaimed Saddie, it totally blew my mind! She had a good laugh ha, ha, ha that is so freaken weird, Oh My God! Why did it say that, she asked? It goes off saying stuff at the darn’est times, I never know when it will start talking, he said! BR, was chuckling and laughing hard, getting a big kick out of it, and especially seeing the reaction on Saddie’s shocked face, was priceless too! “See you later alligator ha, ha, ha ,” said the mechanical voice again, lending a surreal touch to this crazy time they were having!
Again, and the two of them roared with laughter! Ha, ha, ha, OMG! That is so wild, a talking pen? BR, you so crazy,ha, ha, ha!
BR, and Saddie, were happy, playing around now doing crazy stuff to each other in this intimate moment, and joined in laughing together uncontrollably, as they enjoyed this special moment and each others company!
She pushed his head back down into the mounds of her chest, smashing it in, she was in control of BR, trying to suffocate him! BUGGA! Hmmnnn good! Good Bugga! Goooood! Ha, ha, ha, she laughed to herself, totally disbelieving this crazy situation was really happening right now to her now!
It was just so totally narly insane! But she loved it, and savored the moment, this crazy moment! This is so weird! She wanted to tell her friends about this man, but dare she? This has to be her secret! This moment, this instant, is so insane! Two men in one, OMG! She been with a lot of guys but nothing like this one! He was out of this world! He was out of this world, she happily thought, not knowing how true her words were!
She hugged him really tight like a teddy bear, like he was too, good to be real! Then, spontaneously, out of happiness’es freedom, she screams out a bunch of curse words that would a make anybody blush! Ba, ba, bang me, bang, me baby, she screamed.
Jack SawedOff, he suddenly gathered up her big legs, and pushed her legs around his back, and she watched what he was doing and was trilled! It was so wild!
The man was like a fresh new man full of energy, she intuitively without asking nothing, locked her legs around him like a chain not letting go, and was totally curious as to what the hell he was going to do next, and suddenly he grabbed her up, lifting her up and got to his feet, and began to turn and twist her around, swinging her around while still in her, and around and around, and around like a Merry-Go-Round! She, laughed happily, loosening her grip and let her body fall backward and her arms fling outward in the air as he swung her around and around faster and faster like two kids in the Merry-Go-Round of love! Jack SawedOff’s erotic fractal intelligence bone, was high up in her urethral sponge erogenous zone, was relaxed and in this sexual settings was raw, and receptively empowering and their bodies, both applauded and clapped together in ovation so sweetly as one, they were having so, so , so much fun!
They were totally alone, doing it to the bone, in this small private cave with no roof, with the rays of mother natures sun shining down of them. Shining down the gentle-less of soft reflective rays on their bare bodies in the cave, making them look surreal, as in a mist cloud of love, and in a dream like situation, in time, and in a fractal time, in the minds space cave place, of their own timing, and their own mental making, and their own mental choosing!
They came out lover winners, they certainly weren’t loosing! This didn’t just happen! They are adults, they chose to put them selves in this situation, the pretext date of a cup of coffee and hoped things would fall in place, and fractally it did big time for both of them, and now their souls are singing fully caffeinated! Smiling inside as happy lovers do, who have a story thats very private to hide, that bond them inside, you can’t con, it’s a real love they feel, not something anyone can steal, and you know it, yes, and you know it, when you’ve got it! It makes you feel good, like it should! Makes you feel alive!
On fire! When they achieved this, this which cannot be defined, and relived they are better for it! This is what Fractal love of life is! They were in private, in their own Fractal universe, nothing else mattered only this bliss, and the utter thought and sweet kiss of it!
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“Love purposes decrees thus ; the greatest emotional experiences and urges and being true and honest, with ones self, not lying in pretense to ones selfs feelings, and having the courage of convictions to become a water well, whose waters are clear reflects the bottomless depth of our attraction and love for another person, and who’s ripples perceives our fragile,’ Common Vulnerabilities and Exposures,’ so that we make peace with who we really fractally are, and bond together beautifully forever! If not forever, than a day! A day? Yes, a day, but what a glorious day! If you die tomorrow, but had that day, was it not worth it in every way?”
“Mankind may go on to invent and create many things, but nothing like this! Man is but a flea in the eyes of natures tis of thee, and before he thinks, mother nature has thought!”
Life doesn’t have to be complicated, but we make it so with the twisted off track confusion of altered egos. The mind of man is a funny thing! There are few schools to show how to use it in your time! The Fractal law says use it or lose it! But when you don’t know how, it’s a crime! Twenty-one centuries of dumbness followed by a Twenty-second and third? Or do you wish you to know the fractal laws? Stay tuned, so that they may be heard!
The man does what men do, women know this too! And women were born to have two wills : a yes, and a no! And conflicted in life, carry on so! But when she lets go she really lets go, and memories forever are made, for it is better to live a short life fully, than a thousand years of hermit-dom like in a church, surrounded in riches, that cannot kiss you or touch there, for what good are all the riches of the world, without love? What good is living, if you are not? What good is your life, if you have none? Who are you fooling, fools besides your self, and what comfort does that give you? Wasting the little time you have and theirs? The world is filled of examples of living, when you are not, you’re a prone to end your life, end your misery like a prison! And end not just yours but others innocent too, for misery loves company too! Look around read the news, who might you accuse? Some people were raised this way from babydom, and know no other way, fearful of the new, cling to a myth, till they die stiff! For them, so far from natural natures way they have strayed, will only be happy when they enter their grave! Are you one of them? Do you use your talents of speech and audio captivating drama to draw attention to your self, please your ego, and to spread truths you guess are true, without having any proof they are?
So that your misery spreads, envious and angry others are living alive, but not you, but you, drowning in teachings, are not partaking and waiting to die! But the Fractal laws are clear! But, then it is said all that lives, some do not! All that live, don’t live enough! All that are born, don’t reach old age! All that learn don’t learn enough! All that are wise are not wise enough! All with eyes don’t see! All that are thin now won’t stay pretty! Si? “So it was said in the beginning, so it shall be fractally said in the end”
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It is said, Sex is where the you cannot hide, you must abide or die! For those self proclaimed better that thous preachers, proclaim don’t do it, if nature listened to them we wouldn’t have sex organs? If we listen to them, we would not be! It’s the stroke of destiny, for all the worlds folk, that they must abide and touch, to touch, or not to touch, that is the true Fractal question! We are living, but only partially till nude imbued, with the totality of love come alive we, really alive, realizing, that all this while we were dead, only this beautiful moment naked instead, in life is the reason for us to live not in our head, but sharing our bodies together we are no longer naked be, but fully dressed in natures finest clothes, our birthday suits tis’ of thee we be, and so nude, we are born this way, better than all the rest! Designed by the DNA Master designer programmer, Mother Nature, better than all the rest!
It’s the moment of bodies crying needs to fertilize the human seed! Its time, a delicate time we yearn, need, wish to feed ourselves, feed the need and satisfy Nature Fractal laws of propagation of the species breeds! Feeds the subconscious need, that propels us to be approached by another lover! Who loves you, your mother? And you love you? But, when a lover loves you delicate and tender, in a moment like this bliss, that is one of the highest richest categories of the glory of love that exists! And one, since the beginning of time on earth, despite thousands unsubstantiated religious beliefs, cultural morays, doubts about what is right and what is not, obedience to natures call, is all, thou cannot, cannot and should not miss it! For life is short visit.
What is this, should we be sad about this? No! Natures chaos and recklessness is her revenge of the concept of conceptions of perfection, which is an illusion in the heart and minds men and women, not to be understood, she must do what she should! And who awed are little, ” We,” we in our ignorance, question Mother Natures Majesty?”
Next time :
The next time, later BR, went looking for her again and she was baby sitting for a bunch of kids, and she was dressed for a kids birthday party! It reminded him of the fun type people, crazy dressed up people, you see in The New York City subway, when he visited there a decade ago! And, this is how she looked in a crazy costume!
She had on her head, a big round, red and yellow florescent Afro plastic hair wig, that made her look so, so funny!
She had painted red and yellow polkadots on her face, and wore a baggy neon pink and purple over-alls.
And neon yellow gloves, and day-glow colored shoes, with little bells on them, and also around her neck!
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When he saw her, the children’s birthday party was in full swing, the kids were going nuts and she was playing with the kids, making jokes and funny faces and he wanted to talk to her! She was turning around spotted him approaching and waved to him smiling and threw him a kiss.
He was by himself, usually he was in the company of the Captain and Dizzy and Jonathan, his usual side kicks!
But he was walking by his lonesome today. He sat down on a fallen tree trunk, some distance away, and waited till she had finished, when all of sudden he saw Jonathan, walking over toward him.
Why, you here boy?
Boss, sorry, but, er, You, you told me, . . . You were expecting a letter, and I received a messenger from the Flowers ship.
And he gave me this, to give to you Boss, said Jonathan, showing him the letter!!
Oh, Oh OK! Said BR, looking a little surprised, taking the letter, and glancing at the name.
It was from Kitty!
Oh, he said, Thanks! Keep this under your hat, don’t tell anybody, who the letter is from! If, er, If anybody asks, tell them, mind they business! Got that, boy!
Sure, sure Boss, and er, by the way, Garfield and Mikey, they said they need some wood to keep building out houses! You want to send them down today?
OK! I”ll send them down into the boat tomorrow. Right now, for the rest of the afternoon, just let them help preparing dinner! Then chain them boys, back up and put them in the back!
Ok, Boss, said Jonathan nodding his head, and turning to walk off.
Thanks Jonathan, talk to you later, said Br, as he glanced down and slowly stuck his nail into the envelope, which was a home made envelope. Made of typing paper glued together. BR, he studied the writing in blue ink. Kitty, was written on it in script letters. BR, thought, girl, knows how to write good, he said to himself, admiring her hand writing!
He opened it and read her letter!
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Hello, my Lord, this is my first correspondence to you! And I want you to know, I missed you, my Lord. Guess what?
I wrote a song!
It goes like this :
I am laying here being played, cos’ I like to be lied to?
I am wiping my eyes, no more tears, can’t be angry too.
It hurts, it hurts, knowing I am a flirt, I don’t like being no bodies dirty laundry’s shirt, dirty I am not, it’s just me, things just happen, You gotta a hold on me,
Fare and square, not knowing you, loving you, trusting you. I do.
I am laying here being played, cos I like to .
I got my eyes on you,
You’re a piece of work, but don’t play me for a jerk!
It hurts, it hurts, knowing I am a flirt, I don’t like being no bodies dirty laundry’s shirt, dirty I am not, It’s just me, things just happen. You gotta a hold on me,
Is it fare and square, no.
I am laying here being played, cos I like to .
I got my eyes on you,
You’re a piece of work, and me too!
It’s just me, things just happen. You gotta a hold on me,
I can’t help it too!
It’s just me, things just happen, like : one, two, three. You gotta hold on me.
It’s just me, things just happen, like : one, two, three. You gotta hold on me.
I can’t help it too! But the day that’s coming the sun will shine, be fresh breath of air make me happy in my mind,
Just to me, things just happen, like : one, two, three.
You gotta hold,
You gotta hold,
You gotta hold, on me.
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I hope you like it. I’ll sing it to you when I see you! Year, I know it sounds corny, me a singing Doctor?
I guess I am just naive. But I want to tell you, Thanks. Thanks for real, from the bottom of my heart! Thanks for saving my people out of the boat!
You know what? I have spoken to some of your soldiers, and they say you are quite a guy, and speak highly of you as Big Rex!
They don’t know who, you are, when I talk about you as Lord.
They only know you as BR. They say you are crazy, but in a good way, and they support you!
I heard a lot of good things, a lot of stuff about BR.
I want you to tell me, why are you Lord to me, and Big Rex to them? I want you to tell me all about Bumble Bee City.
By all the rumors I am hearing, you want to get the world up and running again.
I want to help.
I want to be your Queen Bee.
Seriously, I think I can help you reshape society, being a Geneticists and all. You say, you want all the woman to get pregnant, and have lots of babies. I could, if you let me make sure these newborns are designer babies. I could make them a better species, if you let me? I told you I worked on secret stuff!
We’ll talk about it, next time I see you.
Write me soon! Keep in touch. Now, what you said about I won’t like some of the things you do. Well? Boy, are you’re right. I don’t like a lot of the things you do, like you’ve got some of my friends. They are working day and night cleaning out the dead out of the boat. Everybody, here, are prisoners of yours! And at night the soldier get the woman drunk in parties and you know?
But, Lord, I have two girl friends, a lady researcher, named Denice and Dr, Joplin. I seek their freedom, so you know, if you could let them go, It will make me very happy!
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In the old Earth world, the old world we had? You know as well as I do, a lot of things were not right!
A lot. A lot, a lot! But everybody went about their business! But, we all knew!
That the wildlife was dying out, due to habitat destruction, overhunting, toxic pollution, invasion by robot slaves doing the work people used to do, and the rising heat and waters of climate change.
It wasn’t a bad world, but it was far from perfect.
But the ultimate cause of all of these factors was “human overpopulation, and over-consumption, especially by the rich, who are always being investigated by lawyers beholden to them who are incurious about their wrong doings, and are Lobbyist, who controlled all the politicians.
Write, and let me know if your perceptions coincide with mind?
And when you go to bed at night darling, who do you go to bed as? Big Rex, or Strawberry Lord? I understand Big Rex, speaks with a big southern drawl. Is that true?
Sleep tight, who ever you are. I love you! And think about me, You told me you are not a one woman man!
Don’t you forget about me. My Lord, till next time,
Yours truly Kitty.
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BR, looked pensive for moment, thinking to himself! Then listening to laughter coming from the children playing with Saddie, focused back his attention, on her!
He watched her! The way she played with the youngsters and thought she was great with kids. As he watched her, he thought about a lot of things, one being: she’d make a great mother!
He was getting quite a kick out of watching her chase the children around! She seemed to enjoy it as much as they did! BR, thought it was good seeing the kids doing something to get their mind off all the misery, death and destruction their young eyes had seen. She was perfect, he thought, she would make a good teacher! She’s got that personality kids love, she connects!
Later he got a chance to draw away, and asked her to meet back at cave in his office level, he wanted to ask her something!
Later, after the party ended, Saddie came to BR, in his office in the back levels of the cave.
When the two lovers saw each other, they kiss and he hugged her, and they stood silently in a long embrace.
She laid her head on his chest, like a child snuggling up to a father, and placed both of her open palms on his big back, and just hung there in his arms, in this sweet moment, waiting for him to say something. She knew, he said he wanted to ask her something , what could it be?
Saddie, you know the other day in the meeting, I said, I think it’s a good Idea for a man to be able to have more than one wife, to make sure the camp survives! Well, I want to start a big family. You and I didn’t plan on getting to together. It just kind of sort of happened! I want to be your man, but I need another woman besides you! Perhaps two, I don’t know?
Saddies is shocked to hear this! And, she raised up and stared in to his dark eyes with fire! Am I not sexually enough for you? Hell yes, year you pop baby! You pop like one hell o’va lady!
Under normal circumstances, under normal conditions, but what the camp needs is more children being born quickly! God forbid another disaster hits us up in the mouth, like a sickness, a plague, we now, don’t got no vaccines, little or no medicines. Any disaster could wipe us out! The more of us there are, better chances our children will survive! They survive, the world survives!
Now part of being intimate, is being honest. I have been seeing another woman secretly already, he said seriously! After Dizzy, the man who got disable, when he tried to rob my tent, well after he got castrated and became retarded, his girl friend came to me and said, she didn’t have anybody now, and wanted to have a baby, and if I was going to have more than one wife, she would like me to take her! So, I been seeing her! No body knows about it. She comes to clean my office as a part of her jobs around the camp, and we been getting together in secret!
Secrecy is good, but now I would like to have you too! Marry you, be your man too! So the time for secrecy has passed! I love you, I want you, I hope you can accept this truth. I hope you can accept her. The lady is cool people! I want you to know what’s up! She’s a great person, sad of course and depressed about what her Dizzy did, but that’s done! That’s over! Hard cruel, but that;s life! She wants to move on! She, as you might expect is lonely, lonely and depressed! I do what I can to make her laugh, but she needs friends, women have a way about them, to express they’re feelings, when a man can’t. I don’t have much to offer you, Saddie. I can get some furniture out of the boat and try to make this place, this office cave into a home, and I want you to know about an expedition I did, with my men we found one big ass ship!
It’s called the Flower ship, and I got folks cleaning it up, and draining the water out, and I got the generators pumping water out!
So, so, so one day Saddie baby, we can all live there in style, and guess what?
What, asked Saddie, excitedly?
Girl, it’s the greatest thing in the world! You won’t believe this! But, it’s a gigantic container ship that was just laying out in desert and its full of food! Food? Food said Saddie looking at him happily! Yes! Can of food millions of cans of all kind of food! And it’s all good! And we found plastic bottles of orange juice, grape juices, cranberry juices, chocolate you name it! We are saved Saddie! Now, I gotta tell ya, now, now,I gotta tell ya, when I found it, it was flooded! Water pouring out of her! But I got people cleaning the boat out, and one day. One day, it’s gonna be clean. Yes, sir ree bob Girl! It’s going be our home! With real rooms, and real beds, I mean real mattresses for me, and you to sleep on!
That’s all I got girl! What do ya think?
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Wow, that’s sounds great, exclaimed Saddie, wide eyed, smiling and jumping into his open arms. And look, he said to her, the other girl, I told you about, . . I hope you will accept her too. I am not a one man woman! So!
I invited her to come by, so I can introduce her to you, hopefully, with trust and understanding we can make a go of things, and make a home together and face the future as one!
Hopefully with patience and understanding, we can feel comfortable enough to create a loving home for ourselves, and with a little love from the lord, and luck we can create a home for ourselves with respect, friendship, and love.
Saddie, good sky, I love you. I want you. I want you to give this a chance, will you? Will you marry me?
Saddie, ponders to her self. And tries to figure what to say him!
I thought long and hard about what he was asking me, and the feelings welded up in me like a unmovable force pushing me to comply, to say yes. I wanted to feel happy and I was, but yet I lacked the luxury of time, the luxury of normalcy! We make good love together, he excites me! He loves me! I love him! But we haven’t had time to form a deep love, other than physical love, that would stand the test of time, at lease that is what I think! We love, but in away we are, but in a way we are not, I want a man who would do anything for me, and be faithful to me, a guy who would move heaven and earth for me, but instead he loves me, but not singlely, but as part of a family, with many women! I haven’t a clue about polygamy, but I heard it’s an idea thats been around for ages.
Can’t be all that bad! Oh My God, can’t believe I am thinking this stuff? I know if my Momma was alive, and she heard me talking like this, she would skin me alive! Momma, where ever you are, pray for your daughter, cause Momma, I am sure gone need it cause, I think I am gone say yes to him! I think I will marry him!
All of us here have been thrown together, and it’s not about all work and no play, this is something! Starting a family with a guy you basically just met! A guy with different personalities! Wow! Basically I’d advise myself, give it six months, get to know him real good inside and out! We can’t get this twisted.
The moment is what do I do now? I want to go out and have fun, but the world is gone!
Gone! It’s just us. He and me, and the few others people he pulled out of the boat! We are all here, living on the precipice of the unknown.
Not knowing nothing, why what happened did? Whether it will happen again? What can I say? Is it not better to live and be happy today, when there maybe no tomorrow? Should I be happy and jump at this man holding me? Caressing, stroking me gently? Perhaps? He, did he not save me? He is asking to marry him, right? And when we’re together we certainly make the sparks fly!
His arms felt big, I can feel the strength in them as he squeezes me. But BR, is he really marriage material? He is so complex, so many sides of him I am clueless about! Perhaps I am silly, he is right, under normal situations we are certainly not. Oh My God, if he succeeded in saving us out of the boat, he could succeed in jumping starting the world by giving it a second chance! Could we really repopulate the world? Give the world a second chance with this tiny encampment? It just might work! If there’s the slightest possibility, I want to play a role in that! Can there, be a better role than being his wife? Thinking about it, we all live really for one thing, and that is start the world moving again, with young families producing children! If his crazy idea works, he will go down in history as a savior! They’ll write about him in history books. Should I not jump at the chance to be his queen, His wife, to be one of his first wives? Three is company in normal circumstances, but there is nothing normal in the life we are living now! If I say yes, it would mean I will be in the history books too! I don’t have his power of persuasion over crowds of people like he does, but I think I have some power over him, as long as he wants me. I will do all in my power to make him want me forever. If a baby is what he wants, I am not ready for it, but then, thinking about it. If ever there was a time to be ready now is the time.
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Saddie listened, and the words he spoke were like cut glass, sharp dangerous, this was not a game! No way! This is life! She listened to him, not saying nothing. But the look on her face said everything. She looked solemn, serious! She, suddenly had difficulty looking into his eyes, they were there stark, too raw, unexpectantly ultra blunt for her to grasp!
You live and you die! You get saved by a man. He saves you and at some point asks you to be his wife! He’s hot. And fortunately for me, he thinks I am hot! What do I say to him? Even now my body’s up close him, and I feel him on fire~
But, men get horny on the drop of a dime, it’s the woman who has the responsibility to think, before she leaps!
Then she lets her eyes move from staring up at his eyes, to slowly drifting downward to the floor! The room is silent! She is silent. The cave is quiet! She feels his breathing on nape of her neck and her hair, his heart beating in his big chest! His hand caressing her butt! Squeezing! But, she can’t be distracted now! She’s got to think, not with her body urges, but her mind. He is just a man! She has got to be a womb! The woman, for without the woman , the man is nothing! She’d love to have her mother, her grand mother around, to discuss this to help her make the right decisions, but, thats impossible, they are dead! She got to trust her women’s intuition!
She got to trust her instincts! She was so silent and the room was so quiet you could hear a pin drop! She ponders his words in her head, the proposal was like an eight hundred pound gorilla inside this room! She’s got to confront it! It’s her life! Her future! Playing with a man without condoms is like playing with matches! She did get some contraceptives out of the boat, but still, to stop intentionally taking them, means a baby! Am I really ready for a baby? Such a big question? Big question for me? I am such a wild young woman! Am I ready for maturity?
I don’t know? I am kind of crazy like him! I guess thats why we get along! She ponders the unspeakable consciousness, and the gravity of these words by this man holding her up against him. He’s hot! I feel him! I can feel it! She turns her head away so he doesn’t spot her, as she lets a tear roll down her cheek! She thinks to her self, so much, so much, so fast! It’s overwhelming as she realizes the thoughts he exposed to her are rippling. Rippling, in her, head, over and over! All this is happening with her passion for him, and her womb clamoring for him to penetrate her. Stirring feelings, stirring serious feelings, contentions forcing her to make her self face hard facts! Forcing her to do battle with her conscious role in this new worlds reality, devoid of long life expectancy, perched on the edge of uncertainty, thats is a scary place nobody wants to be!
She recalls suddenly : BR, wanted the women to take on the responsibility to repopulate the world, and that the guys needed to become physically fit and do exercises to become strong and ready to become soldiers to defend the camp and enforce discipline. All that, stuff he said before at the meeting, if you’re looking through the lens of a long term perspective, made perfect sense! Goddam, we , she thought to her self, we are mankind, this stupid camp! Thats all thats left! She , not saying a word to him as he’s feeling her up, stroking her back and hair, and she gets real, and resist the sexual urges he tries to spark, and asks her self serious questions , like : each passing year, each passing month, each passing day, is no friend to a woman’s beauty? What time does, what time does is take it away? And when a woman’s beauty is gone, it is gone forever! Better to take advantage, while the taking is hot? She might as well be satisfied with what she’s got!
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And that woman he talked to her about, The girl that was Dizzy’s girl friend, before he got all [ BLEEPED UP ] and castrated! She saw her around, she knew who she was, that he was talking about! Her name is Antoinette Mungi Boccia , a black girl, she’s cute! Seems nice!
She’s OK, I think we would get along, but what would I do in her situation. If I needed a man? And her man is useless! Better off dead! What would a woman do, burdened with a union, corrupted by a cruel twist of bad luck! “Not even pretense, that there is love, can satisfy an empty soul, or sexual body in need! To pretend convincingly even to one self, is futile!” I am not a nun and I know she’s not one either, we are not crazy! And life is a bitch! On a short switch! Make a move bad or good, you can wind up in a ditch? BR, is feeling me up trying his darn’est to get me hot, she said to her self, but, I am not gonna make love with him to night, I’ll give him my answer in the in morning, I got to think right!
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I told him to calm down, I didn’t feel good about making love right now, not now! I wasn’t feeling right. He was uptight about it, took awhile, you know how men are when it comes to women. Thinking with that, instead of their heads, they’re little babies, little kids, you know what I mean? But, not him, he gets quiet, pulls on his chin, and pulls on his mustache hairs, what ever that does, who knows? But, yo, I kissed his cheek and told him later! He was cool and let it go, and I asked him to show me around his part of the cave.
He had it all boarded up, so I knew it had to be locked off for a reason? He looked surprised when I asked him! His face brightened up, when he heard my interest in checking it out! This part of the cave is off limits, he said to me smiling, but, thats for the others not you come on honey, he told me, grabbing me around the waist, anxious, to show me and pushing me to walk faster! We headed toward a rough looking cave wall. I said to my self what the hell, this thing looks like a crack in the wall. I hope he doesn’t expect me go poke my head in there? I saw this huge rocky wall with a fissure opening in it, that went from the floor to the ceiling, and he said you got a surprise in store for you, honey! You’ll never guess whats inside, he said smiling proudly?
I took a deep breath as he urged to go inside. I said to myself, OK, this better be good and I put out my arms and he grabbed around my hips and helped me crawl into hole in the wall.
Once inside I saw it. Something was shimmering like yellow stars when he raised the light of the lantern up in the air. I could make out in the shadows, some shovels and white plastic buckets! Some had water in them, and some were full of dark brown soil, and off to the side on the ground, a strainer, to sift the dirt. It was a make shift strainer he made from wire from window screens, that you place in a window to keep out bugs and stuff. It was a window screen, that he tore out the wire and was using it as strainer to sift for gold!
A strainer, I thought and bingo, I remembered when I was in the Girl Scouts Camp, they took us kids, to a river with wire strainers to sift for gold. But, that wasn’t real, that was just for fun and for the children to be exposed to the history of the Gold Rush in the United States, long ago and to learn. But, this was for real! The folds of the floor was a gold mine! Thats what we were walking on. Who knew? WOW, Gold, Oh My God! Year, he said broadly smiling at her, you got to strain it out, but this section of the cave is loaded! Saddie thought to her self smiling, No wonder the son of bitch had it hidden! “The triumph of Time, and truths revelations, indecently hidden no more!” But, thought Saddie, what other secrets BR’s got? Is this all? I just bet he has many! He so crazy, so mysterious, so complex! Could, he have more secrets hidden in his mind? In this cave? I guess as his wife he will tell me? Being at his side, I clasped his hand, and held on to it. It was warm! It was a big hand, holding my little hand. It excited me, but I didn’t want him to know that!
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MEANWHILE, Later Saddie goes home . .
Where, you been, girl asks kathy, as Saddie pulls aside the plastic blue tent door where she lives with her roomies, and pokes her head in and looks at them?
Where?
Saddie, playfully, rolls her eyes in her head smiling and making funny faces and crosses her eyes, and sticks out her tongue!
Year, said kathy, one of four girls Saddie shares a tent with, as she enters the tent, smiling, such a big smile from ear to ear, like a mischievous little girl there, the look on her face, was like a rat that just ate the cat! She beams at her roommates, kathy, Barni and Judy too, and excitedly jumps around in a little circle, like a football cheerleader fanatic going totally nuts and yells out smiling happily!
Guess who got laid?
What?
Yo, was,up?
What?
Girl, keep your voice down! Come on inside sit-down! Child, stay awhile! Run that by me again?
What?
Say what? Ha, ha, ha o, OH! Shit! Girl you don’t quit! Come in, she did it! Just look at her!
OMG!
Ouueeeweeee!! Look at her! Oh shit, she’s bugging, ha ha, ha!
The moon must be out,
Year!
It does that to people! What ever, wish I had some of whats she on! Ha, ha, ha!
Shit!
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Come back? Calm down, calm down fatty, lower your voice, woman! Ha, ha, ha! Holy Shit!
Say what? I hope you not on something? Just look at her jumping up and down , she’s bugging!
Hello? Lol!
I got banged, and I got a guy who wants me to marry him! Girls, exclaimed, Saddie joyfully as she jumped gay fully on the floor, twisted around twice, giggling, and blurted out to them : It was a blast! You will never guess who?
Who?
I saw you to talking with a guy the day, exclaims her friend Shirley excitedly, Oh, shucks, whats his name, Oh year, Valbanter? Is it him?
Naw, no!
Could it be Tim, the electrician, ask kathy?
Naw!
Don’t tell me that carpenter guy with the good looks, asks Judy?
[blue=color]Who?[/color]
Edgar Bonaparte!
No not him though I wouldn’t mind him! He’s hot!
Is he one of the old men?
Old man?
A sugar Daddy?
No!
Year, but not too old!
Come on tell us!
Whats up?
He is strong, crazy nuts, and a banger!
Shit, who is this guy?
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Stay tuned chapter 13 is up next!
Hi! It’s me , Madcow sammy, OMG, talk about folks with a problem, if they don’t got a problem, they gone have a problem! But besides that, these folks, if they only knew whats in the dinner, they might be inclined to pass! I think all o them got a big surprise coming! Believe that!! I know I would, I’d skip eating big time! And the folks that was in that boat needs to get their heads examined quick! They got issues. I know BR and The Captain do! These guys are unbelievable! Wow,
Luckily my Iphone alarm, went off again, and woke me up! ” Oh Boy! ” Anyway, I really got to consult Toni, cause this is too much! I got to tweet him, anyhow, I just got another tweet! It’s my girl, Madcow Lady Ga Ga again! Oh how cool! Got to fly bye! Stay tuned, this is just the beginning! I got to run now, bye, adios, adieu, A plus tard Mes amis, abschied, Wiedersehen, 這麼長時間現在，我們看到你很快 ！,告別 ,작별, 別れ ,Прощай ,الوداع ,veda , addio ,Żegnaj, bye bye, to da loo!
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The Tweets of Madcow Sammy
BAD PERSONALITIES
BIG REX
The Tender Side
“Beware of the man who owns his brain, to you he will appear insane”
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Sounds like, just what we need! Said Kathy, Ha, ha, ha!
Ha, ha, ha!
Barni, tells her, and this, this shit must, of all happened all of sudden! Hello, like it went down like hello, how, and when, cause, honey, we girls, didn’t see you with no body Saddie? We didn’t think you had a boy friend? Yo?
Judy, snaps doubtful, She, don’t! She’s full of it!
Barni puts her two cents in, This, this if she’s not lying, must have been, somebody she just picked up!
Kathy continues, Saddie went fishing, ain’t that a bitch, o well, go on? Who did you catch bitch?
Judy tries to pry her open saying : Year, cause you’ll tell us everything so! Go on! Go on! sheeehhh’ it! Please! Whose this Dude?
Barni, grins and snaps, and asked, Got to be a drive by? Driving by right? You wiggled your hips, he got caught in your car’s head lights beams, and Bam! Ha, ha, ha chuckles Barni sarcastically!
Saddie, blushing, but kind of proud and kind of smug, says ,Year, she smiles, not looking at them inter eyes! It was, she said stressing the word ” was ,” kind of sudden. Real sudden! It happened so fast! OMG! But, I had my eye out on him, but wasn’t sure, hell I am still not sure! But you guys are gone help me make up my mind!
What? Asked Kathy?
Barni stares and says unbelievingly, You? You?
Us!
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Judy, her eyes bulging, emotion peeking in her voice with curiosity, as she asks inquisitively, We are? We? Are? Judy asked, like it just can’t be true!
Saddie, in low but excited voice, Year I didn’t say yes, yet! He asked to me to marry him,
What?
Judy interrupts her, and yells What?
Saddie, continues smiling and licking her lips, but I told him, I’d give him my answer tomorrow!
Heats on big time ladies!
I got to think it over! Help me!
Heat’s on ladies! And it’s driving nuts! I got to think it over! Help me!
Oh my God!
You are crazy, just because Hmmmmnnn! You got plenty of time girl! None of us, do you here, none of us are going nowhere soon! Why rush into things?
I am, I am not rushing, other wise I wouldn’t be asking you for advice?
True, but still?
This, ain’t no place to have a wedding, we don’t even got a church! How the hell, you gone walk down the aisle?
I got to make a big decision and you guys got help this poor child out!
OMG! Oh my Lord!
Dear, I don’t believe what I hear? Saddie, you too, crazy to get married!
Poor guy, who ever he is, lord knows he gone be in a heap of do, doo, Ha, ha, ha!
When you moving out the tent, we need space! Ha, ha, ha!
Help me!
You know, come to think of it, I, I remember seeing a manikin wearing a white wedding dress on the boat!
Year, the one with the rats sleeping on it!
Sounds perfect for her! Ha, ha, ha!
No! I don’t believe you guys!
Does he know how to make love?
Whose is driving you so crazy, Saddie?
Ain’t nobody gone marry you, Saddie, you too ugly!
Wait, a minute, hey ,hey, Judy you say you studied Psychology, lay it out for this child, won’t you please! Won’t you, tell her, she’s so, so mad, she is sad! Ha, ha, ha!
What do say, Judy?
Getting laid is cool fool, ha, ha, ha! But, wait. Ha, ha, ha! Now, Ha, ha, ha, getting married is another story!
Oh, course! Give me a break, all ready lol! Look just help me? What do you guys think?
How the [ BLEEP ] we gone help you if we don’t know who the guy is?
I know who it is . It’s the man in moon, ha, ha, ha!
Please?
Sugar, you love him?
I want him, love will come with time, later! Right now we are rushing things, but he says we are living on borrow time, and we all are lucky to be alive! So why put off for tomorrow what we can do today?
Sounds crazy! Saddie sorry!
Look, thanks just help me!
Well, first, are gone you tell us who he is or are we gone have beat you ass to find out?
Why won’t you reveal who it is?
No, you don’t got to divulge him to us, why rat him out, keep it a secret!
BR, blurted out, Saddie!
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WHAT?
The laughter collapsed instantaneously , as the name BR, rung bells in the head of everybody!
The room was shocked, it was very was quiet for a second! You could see that everyone looked at each other unbelievingly, and was floored by the news she was giving them! Kathy held up her hands over mouth, opened her eyes wide and crossed them, shaking her head and Judy the other room mate fell out backwards on the bed, and looked like she just got hit with frying pan in the head! Barni, the other girl sharing the tent, her eyes was just bugging out and said, Holy Shit! BR, you and him?
Yup!
Wild, right?
Saddie this man is wild-man! Are you kidding? This man is raw! He’s wild!
Wild? Oh My God! You don’t know how wild he is! He is a savage! It’s a foot long! I can’t wait for more!
OMG, Saddie you poor child! Hey, is there a doctor in the house, ha, ha, ha! Judy, you a nurse, give her something! She is sick!
You can’t wait for more, ha, ha, ha!
OH, lord!
Shit, shit OMG!
Thats not wild, exclaimed Barni, suddenly getting to her feet and caught Saddie around the shoulders, grabbing and pulling her down on the bed playfully! You a sick, sick sic, chick! Ha, ha, ha! That is insane! Big! She exclaimed surprised, holding her hands up to cheeks, and staring a stinging look at Saddie smiling in amazement! Oh my God! That man is scary!
You and BR?
Yep!
OMG!
I’d be scare to go to bed with that guy! I am scared of him!
Saddie was happy, beating the bed with her hands, and bouncing on the bed chuckling and she flashed a glance over at her friend Judy!
Whats the matter Judy, Saddie asked Judy, who was laying back on the bed looking like she was dazed! Like she was stunned!
Oh! I am just so happy for you!
You are special, and too good for him!
Thanks Judy! I am, but guess what?
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What?
He just might turn out to be to good for me! Girls, let me tell you, he in private, is personally incredible! OMG! The guy is fun to be around in private, and he treats me nice and is caring! Well, I am not gone tell y’all all, but he is blast!
OMG! He, ha, ha, ha Oh, lordy lordy here sister, whisper it in my ear, said Judy to her, smiling and nudging her to talk in her ear so the others don’t hear!
Is he sticky?
He is sticky!
Stick shift?
Auto?
Not only turbo, but his personalities come!
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Telescopic?
Expandable!
Cherrie, on top?
Hot!
What?
A lot?
Shift the stick?
Wasn’t easy!
Sleazy?
Saddie turned and said to Barni, hey sister you got any more candy left?
Year, you want some?
Sure enough!
Barni, was busy fixing her big bushy hair applying Agadir conditioner shampoo to it, but, she stopped, and she opened her purse up, from it took candies to quench Saddies thirst, and gave the horny one two, Saddie, took the candies, peeled off the transparent wrapper of the red lolly pop on a white stick, and continued the conversation with Judy, and gave her one, and the two girls sucked on the lolly pops together!
HMMMnn Good!
Like a lolly pop should?
Best!
Best?
Best!
Mouth watering?
How?
OH!
oooohhhhh,OH!
O?
OoooHHHH. Ahhh! ou!
That good?
Better!
OMG!
O?
OH,oooHHH, she sighed breathing harder, and staring into Judy’s wide blue eyes, as she recalls the intimacy, all the while tugging on the lolly pops, stick in her mouth, twirling her tongue around it in her mouth remembering!
You want some?
What?
Do you want me to tell you more?
All I can get, smiled Judy mischievously , totally engrossed in the private coded girlie talk details women sometimes engage in when they don’t want others around them, to listen in and understand what they are talking about! What, Saddie was insinuating to her was so tantalizingly detailed, but only they could understand!
Wet?
Bet!
HMMnnn!
This lolly pop sucks!
Tell me about it!
Wish we had the real thing!
Tell me about it!
Pablum?
Say what?
You took the Baby for a walk in the park?
The sun was out shinning!
While I was walking the baby!
Baby Cried!
Baby formula?
Baby bottle ?
Two!
Two?
Longtime?
OMG, sucked!
Long?
Fifteen minutes on the right one!
What?
Hadn’t in days, girl up! Hungry, OMG!
Left too?
OH MY GOD, did he, he hurt it! Really?
OMG!
Came, girl!
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Came?
Please! pleaseeeeee!
WOW!
Niagara falls!
No?
Yes!
OMG! ha, ha, ha!
Smoking!
WoW!
A cigarette?
Afterwards, there was no time!
Really?
We were busy!
Busy?
Too , Busy!
Weather, how was it?
Hot!
Really, reallyyyy?
No birds flying in the skY!
Why?
Its was too hot to fly!
What?
We were perspiring hard!
OMG!
Licked?
Told me it was salty!
No?
Yes!
OMG!
So, what did you cook him for dinner?
Turkey, breast!
Bite?
What a beast!
Nasty?
Incredibly!
Gorilla!
What you saying!
Public!
Hairy?
Bush?
Jet blacK?
Bushy Oh honey, yes,OMG!
LONG hairs?
Scratchy set me off Excited! Wooooo boy! Thats right, you know what time it is! Ha, ha, ha,ha, OMG! Hello!
No?
On fire!
Should of called the fire dept.!
Hell no! Up yours, ha, ha, ha! Light my fire, light my fire. light my fire . . .Light it up, honey! Burn my house down! Like that sucker up!
Could you handle it?
Fire like this, I like!
Kissed it?
Didn’t miss!
WOW!
OH! Judy sighed, and murmured chuckling, oooo, oh!
I stared at it!
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What?
Hell yes!
You . . didn’t?
It was awesome!
No?
Better, than landing, right on target! Big, like a big thick rolled up magazine with a rubber band on it! At one point he hit me in the head with it!
Back off the crack-pipe bro! Ha, ha, ha! OH MY God! Ha, a,ha, ha, . .Girl, you too much! Ha, ha,,ha . .
Hello!
No, no,But no For real?
REAL!
Dinky kinky?
Dinky kinky!
Doing it to music?
Damm straight, he can dance too!
Shit no?
Give me a break, girl. I am the one, telling what went down! Ha, ha, ha!
What you had on?
Nothing!
No, silly, I mean what music was y’all playing/
Oh, some romantic shit, I don’t remember, but, it was on time, right in the mood, I don’t recall the song, I forgot! But, it was cool! Lots of musical instruments!
WOW, you two . . . . . It sounds like you had it good . You had a good time!
But he played the organ!
Organ?
Ha, ha, ha!
What a retard!
Tell me about it!
But that’s nothing, let me tell you the good part, he . . .
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Suddenly. Kathy, abruptly, burst into the their conversation, leaning over listening on the talk,pushed them apart, and reacted like a silly immature fool, screamed out real loud interrupting the flow of talk just as it was getting good!
Pervert, Perverts! Nasty, nasty girls, ha, ha, ha !
OMG!
What, what are you saying? What are you saying woman?
Goddam it! Will you guys stop screaming and keep you’re [ BLEEPING ] voices down!
Give me a smoke, and keep it down!
Lower you’re [ BLEEPING ] voices! What the hells the matter with you? Do you want the whole camp to hear us? Shit, please Goddam! Oh, shucks, don’t be silly! Keep you voices down!
Quiet!
The walls are made of plastic, this is tent shit! It’s not a private girls bar somewhere, shoot! Do you want every body to hear us?
You are such a F*** retard!
F** you!
And don’t get me started, somebody been taking my Kotex, and I think it is you!
I got my shit, I don’t need yours, jerk!
That’s insulting!
I got plenty out of the boat, stupid!
]Year right! .
And, this morning, I noticed, a whole cigarette was missing out of my pack, who went in my purse? Now I told you I don’t want nobody touching my cigarettes, shit! I told you Barni, I am generous, not selfish, and, just like I said, I would let you take a puff on it once a week, since you don’t got none of your own! Shit, like man, cause there ain’t no GODDAM, cigarettes around, since this [ BLEEPING ] world went up in smoke, dope! So, like chill, man! I got to hold onto my thing, my thing, what part of mine you don’t F***ing understand shit, bitch! Your ass is getting me mad, now! No shit!
The men will give you one, if you go to bed with them, you don’t want that, so I am being nice, but shit don’t steal from me , thats crossing the [ BLEEPING ] LINE!
I didn’t touch nothing, shit!
I am not that hard up!
BULL SHIT!
That’s what you always say, yak kitty yakity yak! I am tired of that track, jack!
You all know how little I have got! Dammit! And, somebody stole one!
OH shit, Kathy, Nobody stole it, You probably just miscounted them!
Dude, the main thing is this: There is nothing you can say that will change how she thinks:
Year, she can’t count!
Up yours douche bag!
JUST [ BLEEP] YOUR SELF UP!
U. MAD?
Yep..and I can also recognize a piece of [ BLEEPING ] shit when I see one!
I do not steal [ BLEEPING] smokes, man! It isn’t like that! I didn’t take your [BLEEPING ] smokes, man, now [ BLEEP ] off, for I beat you’re [BLEEPING ] ass!
OH year, Look at that chicken scratch! What the [ BLEEP] Like that and I don’t give a [ BLEEPING ] shit what you say, imbecile!
What?
Thats the truth, eat it.
You [ BLEEPING ] WEMON, are all INSANE
U girl r always mad cuz you got sand in your vagina, chill out.
God dam, cool it!
Look at you! And you claim it is I should cool it? How do you no what cool is bitch?
Who u calling a bitch, bitch?
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They creep up on you.
Woo now, hey, but yes cussing and BS’ing is crossing the limit.
So since those beautiful persons are stupid and pathetic, you should stoop to their level too? Come grow up we didn’t steal you stupid cigarette! BOTH SUCK…….no really
You know, you guys are acting like real dumb ass Tweens queens between the sheets, will I buy it, NO! I think you attitude got to go who the hell asked you beautiful person! Piece of crap! I am ashamed of you,NOT attractive, dude, you traded down. Honestly! This not becoming!
I love every body, amazing, waiting for the swelling to go down! Super happy fun time, not really, we got to smoke broke dupe, What, one hundred percent, no cigarettes, and your hobbies is rolling around in the sand, but hello, get a life, there is no way, we gone sneak a smoke, this middle school BS!
Your legacy might get a little dirty, by the company you keep!
Roaches, weed, creed, die for, dreaming look, lets book? Where to I don’t give a [ BLEEP]
Creep, you took it !
Lier!
What, what, said Barni, who was all the wild fixing her hair, but swings her body around, turns around and throws the bottle of shampoo at Kathy and leaps onto of her while she laying in the bed with Judy ! The spontaneous brawl begins, and the fighting is on with a punch in the tit! Ow! Bitch, yells Kathy, and Judy gets up as the two girls roll off the bed between the legs of the others ladies and its gets rough, as fists start to fly, Kathy punches her in the head five times, and Barni tugs hard on Kathy’s hair, pulling her head down and smashing it, in the rocky floor! Ow, bitch, Barni scratches Kathy’s face, and Kathy kicks in the stomach by raising up her knee, grabs her around the neck and wrestles her down, Kathy screams as she breaks a nail, get really pissed off now, and rips off the other girls panty and starts strangling her with it! Help! Help! I can’t breathe! Help1 Owwwwww! Help!
But, as things get hairy, Judy gets up and walks out, and Saddie followers her,
You know, I love these guys but, living with them is a real trip, Year, they fight at leas twice a week, luckily I will be getting married, and move out of this hell hole and live with BR!
Year, I really find it regrettable but, they’re cigarette addicts, and gone way over the top about smoking, hell, no disrespect, but they are too, nuts about cigarettes! Amazing, I do without it! Me too, I feel like I been having this conversation with Barni and Kathy, forever, cigarette addicts are just that addicts, come on lets book,
Where too ?
Anywhere, but here!
Lets just walk! Hey, look!
Let’s be honest, well….Not really! That’s amazing . .!
Shameful, so dam retarded. OMG! I am not a smoker.
Me either, I do it to, you know, to be sociable, sometimes, that’s all!
I can take it, or leave it, and I know that, if you do it a lot, and it becomes a daily habit, instead of once a while thing, you understand what I am saying? It could cause cancer, later when, you know, your old and grey, getting ready to kick the bucket, anyway, and all, right? The reality is, its over! The world got mess up, we got messed up! And we lower ourselves to acting like animals! So, check it out, the girls, shit, they should get their act together, and grow up, for god sakes, and get ahead of the game! Unless we find a way of growing tobacco again, and right now, Saddie, thats to say the least, is a bleak, bleak dream!
Tell me about it!
There are no more cigarettes in the world being produced! Kathy, Barni, I can, I can see where the hell they’re coming from, the little we have. The little we got, we got to preserve it, that’s what they keep harping on, that’s their assessment! I can feel their pain though. I can tell you that!
Year, me too, said Saddie, but, then, she thought to her self, and kept this fact to her self, BR, has in his office in the cave, a whole wall full of boxes, and boxes of all kinds of cigarettes, that he got out of the boat! But, that’s one of his secrets he showed me, and, gosh. I, I got to say nothing, she thought to herself.
Saddie, said Judy, you know, the fact is, and you can’t deny it,” ain’t no more coming!” No more cigarettes!
I understand where they are coming from, but fighting over it, is retarded! [ BLEEP ] THEM, come on lets go for a walk, eventually they calm down or be dead!
Tell me about it, replied Saddie!
Lets keep continuing talking about you know, you and BR, girl! Ha, ha, ha!
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Saddie now! Stop! What are you saying, that we all want to hear more of?
I told BR, that . .Oooh , I like it when you calls me sweetie , do it some more …and now, thats all he calls me! Cool! Ha, ha, ha, heh, heh!
But, tell me! Tell me really. You, well, do you ..I mean , er um, er . . . He, he doesn’t scare the hell out of you, I mean . . ..when he says, you know, and acts and says crazy, crazy stuff? I mean, I know he is a dangerous man. You can’t deny that, can you? I suspected he didn’t have a heart, but, what you are telling me is he does, questions Judy, eager to dispel her private personal reservations, she holds about a man she secretly finds fascinating!
He can’t solve all the camps problems, but he tries, but dangerously.
Naw, its cuz he’s not, he, well you said it, your self : He, ACTS, it’s an act, once you get that, you can handle him too! I can reveal this though, you got to show him, your not scare of him, other wise he’ll walk all over you, tell you that much! Shit!
Shit! Straight up!
Really?
Why?
Is he more crazy than we think?
Judy, he is so crazy I love him! Because he’s crazy? Because he is crazy like a smart fox, thats why!
Well, I’ll let you in on a little secret, I am little crazy Too~ Ha, ha, ha! I think, thats why we hit it off! I am little nuts too!
Ah year!
A little?
A little only? Ha, ha, ha!
Girl you F***ing nuts! You F***ing nuts! Shit! Mannn! Who the hell you kidding? Ha, ha, ha!
OK, perhaps a tinsy, wincy, tiny more than a little! Ha ha, ha, ha!
The young women burst into laughter, Oh, ha, Ha, ha, ha!
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BR, had ordered a dozen able bodied men, to engage in the task of extricating several motorcycles, that the Captain, had previously told him about, that were down in the boat. Locating them, was easy, but, getting them out, was a whole another story. They were down in a section that was blocked by a bunch of huge steel beams of the boat! Even though, they resorted to using jacks, and pulleys, and blow torches, it was slow going! Because the beams were big, and in some sections, ten inches thick! In the beginning, the guys were all happy and gun ho, to get them out, but, as much, and as hard as they tried, it was not happening! And finally, the men gave up, the boats beams, where just too thick, to cut through to free them!
Bottom line was, the equipment and blow torches they had, were just not powerful enough to do the job! It wasn’t their fault! Its just they didn’t have the right stuff. It would take industrial grade torches to do the job! The motorcycles were down there, all right, but would have to stay down there, to the disappointment of the men, cause they could not for the life of them, get them out! It broke everyones heart! Now, it was up to Jonathan, the man, BR, put in charge of the team, to go back to BR’s, office, and tell him, they failed! About ten minutes, later, a somber looking Jonathan, came back and said BR, wanted every body to take a break, get off the boat, and come back after about an hour, he was gone take a look an it himself!
So, they listened to him, abandoned the motorcycles and left the ship, after they had gone,
BR, was seen carrying something, and went to the boat with something tied up with heavy duty ropes, in a big black garbage bag! He pulled it up the side of the boat, and then he crawled up the rope, and went up too!
The men, all came back later, like BR, ordered, and to their shock and surprise the beams were cut! The guys were baffled how, he did it. They pulled out the motorcycles by tying ropes around them, and took them out. The whole camp was watching as the men lowered the Harley’s bikes, down the sides of the boat safely to the ground. They let out a cheer as each one came down too! It was a good afternoon for everybody! You had to push back the little kids and the guys were all elated, no ecstatically happy, and going nuts talking about them. They were in different cool brite colors! There were seven in total, all shiny and their chrome sparkling in the afternoons sun. All that was needed was gas, and the boys took care of that in short order, and waited around drinking and joking around, for what the boss had to say. BR, directed Jonathan, and the boats engineer, to test the big bikes out, and check them to see, if they were all right! He stayed up on the caves mountain watching through his binoculars. The roar, of the engine drew cheers from the kids and men and women that gathered around, as they watched enthusiastically the bikes descent. It brought a tear, to some peoples eyes, realizing that such toys on earth are still here, still around, despite every thing, calling it a miracle! BR, had kept his word! Everyone, knew he was a pure madman, but madman or not, there was the bikes, on the ground, outside of the boat, in plain sight, when every body said it was impossible to get them out, he did!
MEANWHILE
A couple of the guys were standing around the bikes, they brought back to the cave for safe keeping, and began to talk about what had transpired that day!
Shit, I don’t much know bout science like you dude, you say thats your field, but you got, dam, you, Jonathan, but, but um, did you, did you check out that metal! What? That beam you told me to cut, I spent three [ BLEEPING ] hours trying to cut through that dam beam, and the Boss goes in and twenty minutes later, Bam, he melted it! That, shit don’t seem strange to you?
Hell, yes! It do! Well, did you ask him, how he did it? Hell, no! See, he said to Bonaparte, the guy who asked him the question, He, the Boss, is a funny guy. He’s talkative and then again he’s not!
One thing I learned, about dealing with him! And, that is, keep quiet, and observe! So, I got a thing, where I just watch him! You, saying you just check him out, but, you don’t ask him nothing, asked the young man, as he scanned Jonathan’s eyes for the truth!
Well, chimed in, Josh, how the [ BLEEP] we going to know, no? If, if we don’t ask him about it!
Well, I am not saying not to ask him. What I am saying, is just I ain’t gonna ask him, get it . You can do what ever you feel like!
Thats right!
But, you, er, um, don’t want to? Yep!
See, guys, I am a little skeptical, about asking him things! So, what I do, is watch. Watch! Watching and thinking and keeping my mouth shut! And, so, when you see him do something like this, What?
You don’t even ask, and say, hey Boss, how did you pull that off! How did you cut it, when we couldn’t?
No!
You don’t!
No!
Why?
BR, is a strange guy!
Strange guys are strange, if you get my drift!
Strange?
Yep!
Some times, some times. You’ll know, your better off leaving strange guys alone. Specially when your life seems to depend on him, and the decisions he makes!
Decisions?
Yep! See, guys said Jonathan, so far, as this man is concerned, his decisions, both good, and bad, have kept us all alive. I got to hand it to him. I got to respect him for that! I don’t condone all his actions,but what it is , is what it is!
But what has that got to do with anything, ask Josh looking straight at him in his eyes?
You saw that metal it didn’t look right? It was cut too clean! What type of machine does a slice like that, Jonathan?
I don’t know, I looked, but I just don’t know!
But you don’t want, you don’t want to ask him, asked Josh? If, he wants me to know, he’ll tell me. Now, I got to tell you, he helps me out with my work, and he told me some while back, in no uncertain terms, he doesn’t like me asking him stuff! So, year, I, I am, I am dam curious, but, I, well, Bonaparte, I rather just stay, stay away. I stay clear of him. Now I can tell you this, the day will come, when we’ll know, cause, time will past and things will happen, when he will have to trust us, and when that day comes, he’ll let us all know about his bag of tricks! See , scientifically speaking, mind you he needs us, and we need him!
Well, said Josh, I got to admit, he has his moments, when you think he’s just an average guy, regular joe, but, ain’t nothing in the world, that’ll make me believe he is!
Got that right, says Bonaparte, adding, it is strange how every body on the surface of the earth died, that day except him, strange man, all right! Year! But, god bless him, shit, Mann, cause if he didn’t we’d be dead now, if wasn’t for this crazy dude!
Well, shit, I am gone ask him . . about it?
You mean the beam? The beams! That dude, cut a couple! Not just one! Cut them clean off! Well, can’t say I understand it. They looked like they were sliced off clean? Yep, didn’t resemble the work of a blow torch? Right! No, answered Bonaparte, nope no way! Well, have another, motioned Josh as he brought out bring out another case of beer.
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LATER
Garfiel and Mikey, BR, slaves, were having one of their infamous, down to earth conversations again, about the work of the Aqueduct project, BR, had them working on in th cave for the last couple of weeks! It was anticipatorial attempt, by BR, to take advantage of future rainfall, to provide running water for his cave dwellings. He got Jonathan, to make up the blue prints, and used his slaves Mikey and Garfiel, to carry the construction work, out. It consisted of cutting out a basin to catch the rainwater on top of the mountain, where the cave was below, and to excavate a gully, to channel the rainwater down to be caught in plastic pipes, they confiscated from out of the ship, and positioned those, to channel the rainwater, so that a bathrooms in his cave home, could have toilet facilities! The black water runoff, destined to runoff into a hole in the underground, where it could be disperse into a runoff stream without causing Odors. It was a huge undertaking, but finally it was done! We listen in, on, Mikey and garfiel :
Shit, complained Mikey to Garfiel, who was sitting down taking a shit!
Shit is right!
Thats what this hole is, all about shit!
Got that right!
Right?
Right on brother, shit!
Now you Know the way you take shit out of that hole in your stomach blows my [BLEEPING ] mind!
Creepy!
Oh, shut the [ BLEEP ] up, and mind your own, GOD DAM, business! You the one thats creepy, creep!
Dam prejudice son of bitch!
Am not!
Are too!
Am not!
You are too!
Am not!
[ BLEEP] You, mother[ BLEEP]
Now, don’t tell me, I got to beat you’re [ BLEEPING ] ass again! I told you I got nothing against you and your goddam colostomy bag!
I don’t begrudge your ass for that!
Up, yours, one of these days I gone strangle your ass, I am gone take this here chains, and wrap it around your goddam neck, and that will be the end of you, Garfiel!
Well, if you do , do it, do it while I am sleeping , cause in the day time, I got enough [ BLEEPING ] problems , I don’t need no more!
Look, mikey, what I wanted to say is, we should just keep our Goddam mouth shut, and don’t tell, BR, we done finished the job, this way we can stay here, resting and chilling out! Other wise the sucker, will give us more goddam work to do, get it?
Sure, make sense!
Say, You know, exclaimed Mikey smiling, as he turned looking at Garfiel, and holding up his phone, I found some porn on this here, I phone five, I found in the boat, it pretty old, but cool, want to see?
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MEANWHILE
Next day Saddie, returns to BR’s cave and she goes to where he lives, in the back section, and is confronted with his security team, composed of Jonathan, the Captain and Dizzy! Hi guys, she says cheerfully, as she walks up the stairs, to where they are! Its, me, Saddie! Hey Dizzy, can you tell BR, I am here!
Dizzy, this big hulking retarded person, looks down at this little female person, and he doesn’t recognize her, and asks, her, who? Hy! I am Saddie.
I want to see him. Why? Thats none of your business, Dizzy, just tell him will you? Tell? Yes, she said in a soft low annoyed voice, getting a little exasperated, talking to this guy! Tell him, Saddie is here, please? Please, she said trying to appear pleasant, under the circumstances, given who she was dealing with! Saddie, It’s Ok, I’ll tell him, Saddie, Jonathan said, acknowledging her, and smiling, and getting up from the front desk where he had been seated, and walking back in the interior of the office corridor in the cave, they were guarding.
A minute later, Jonathan came back, and told her she could go in, and held the door open, and closed it behind her, as she disappeared inside!
Hello, hello, Big Rex, Where are you, she yelled, in the immense cave, her voice echoing on the walls?
Hello Big Rex, she whispered, as she saw him way in the back of one of the many rooms, as he sat at his desk writing something. He looked up, pleased, and his face lightened up, and he smiled as he checked her out, and their eyes locked on to each other like butter on toast. She walked slowly like a diva, quivering, and moving passionately staring deep in his eyes without blinking, as she walked closer and closer to him like an unstoppable magnet. The moment was now, the bamboo, and the bird, didn’t but did, as she, push aside the papers on his desk onto the floor, looked at him all over some more, slid down upon the his desk laid, there in spades, waiting for more! The man, big BR, smiled and slowly, very slowly leaned down over his prize, his queen from his dreams, and gently ever so gently began to stroke her cheek softly. He stroked her temples, her hair, her voluptuous chest gently and delicately! BR, leaned down and kissed her waiting open lips!
Whats your answer, sweetie, he asked her in a soft barely audio masculine tone? Will you be mine? Will you marry me? She raised up her hands and placed them around his waists, and pulled him down onto of her, and they french tongue kissed long and hard.
Whats your answer, Sweetie, asked BR?
U-Oh, la la, baby ha, ha,ha! I come to funtify your soul! Baby, hamo, wamo coma, homa to mamma! Yes, she said softly, whispering in his ear : BIG REX want some sex?
“Now, once our nakedness, came together, it felt so good, that I thought, I hoped this would last, forever. And, I felt the need to stay embraced this way, her arms around me, my arms around her fractally, though satisfying, I hungered for more, more not less. And we lingered in our lovers embrace, panting, fantasizing greedily of doing it again, despite that, we had just finished, haven’t left the hot bed yet!
But, one wants to be, together. Not being joined feels so strange. Strange? It’s so challenging and exciting at the same time!
And, yet, get more, hungry, hungry for more . . . but on coming, sadly, the longing eventually subsides, our erection erects no more and subsides too, as good things do, as in all things blissful, hope is that by fully decoupling our bodies from that insatiable need, a fruit , a prize, a gift of life, of lasting love will come out of this, instead of it being a memory of our last bliss! Did you get this?”
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BR’s, eyeballs are popping out his head, smiles, lets his tongue hang out, like a hound dog on a saturday night, looking at a juicey big bone!
Sweetee, sweetie, sweetie, how sweet you is!
Sugar, Saddie whispers softly breathing in the big mans anxious ears as he presses up against her, trying to express to him how she feels! Sugar, thats me, I want , I want you, you, . . you to know . . . what you . you mean to me, when I miss you . . . I play . . play music and . .. . and dream you’re here . . .
when I am in your arms I get delirious … spinning …
Saddie, interrupts BR, when it comes to love . . . he stops in the middle of the sentence caressing the woman, and after a long pause continues telling her : Love . . . you give it better than I give! No body, he said, as he kissed her, nobody does it better! Better not! Your mine, she said as she grabbed his behind! She flipped over. Hold on! Says, BR, as he leans over her mounting her, rubs his unshaven face on her silky smooth left cheek enjoying the moment . . . and with a deep voice, smooth as honey, whispers in her left ear, as he slides his right hand down where it counts! She, reacts immediately to his touch. Breathes deep, deeper, then holds it, then exhales with a soft sigh : Oooooo baby, baby I missed you, she says thinking to her self I’ll get you high, show you what I got, she flips around, moans as she raps her arms and legs, coiling around him good and tight, like a hussy Mississippi swampland boa-constricter getting ready!
She says out loud : Your whiskers tickle me! Shut up woman, you like to talk to much. This ain’t no time for Cowboys and Cowgirls to talk, honey child. This is time to [ BLEEP ] said BR, as he got down to business.
“Getting down to business is great work if you can get it, and getting any is, is it not what its all about? Do you know there are love forsaken, sad creatures who go through life without ever getting [ BLEEPED ] ? Or maybe you never gotten [BLEEPED ]? Never ever? To young, to old, crippled, insane, in jail in vain to cool can’t partake of the mundane, got divorced, or lost, or are you one of the non living reading along with us today :
A word written, the word digitally expressed, are signals carried as waves in the atmosphere of other heres, electrical transmissions wares, destination, to the realms of the unknown, shooting out everywhere, here there, and home?
Ghost read too, are you a dead person spying, and reading this too? Are you? Sexual Enjoyment is defined in feelings in your mind, one touch is a signal, that signal triggers a chemical signal that chemical signal transfers energy, that energy falls in the category to understand you need to be understood, truth could be truth but whose, be true to truth, whose, his hers your self to boot, and strive to thrive and fight through enjoying copulation you too do?
Innovation natural creation bestowed on the living, by the eternally giving, knows us better than we will ever, ever, ever will be intelligent enough to know ourselves, occurring without expiration leading our course affairs against our innate stupidity, to reach our predestined destiny, thanks to invisible genetic engineering that goes on silently, without us, and despite of us, bio-ly, For that reason,
fractal biological toroidal chemical transformers, are employed by DNA engineered chemical equipment, and other chemical electronics to lower distortion and increase the friction sexual power intensification exponentially, to reach the needed heated explosion, goal of why we get it together in the first place, at the same time to climax : thus red hot obsessive magnetic Ecstasy?
But ask you lets take it further do? Do you do it too? In the dark? BR, is moving now, so fast, balls of sweat fly off of him like rain in Spain, his mind does not exist.
He’s on the job, kissing her knobs, he doesn’t want to be slob, but he’s out of control. Sparking her addiction, draining of adrenalin, they both got to have it! Me, BR, thinks to himself, as they slip into the glorious realms of how the body works off, uncontrollably into the exuberant, temporary world of sexual insanity together!
BR, thinks, his thoughts light up, crazily, I do it, shifting, doing it over time, no thinking needed, bodies rhythm, simplification out of my mind, as I get on it, leading to ecstasy in my mind all the time, but yet, got what this time and this place, want it, want it in this life to do it, live it, now do it!
He is lunging outstretched deeper like a pile driver into his sweetheart . And the lovely lady named, Saddie opens her lips and moans insanely in ecstasy, ooooooooooo ahhhhhhhh ooooooo . . . notice he that, no? He’s doing, what he got to, till he can’t do it no more!
WHAT IT IS, IS WHAT IT IS?
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MEANWHILE LETTERS HAND DELIVERED
BR, despite having a thousand pressing things to do, he always finds a little time to stop and scribble off a few lines to write to his secret lover, the doctor, the sweet pretty Kitty.
She is on the Big Flowers cruise ship, he discovered laying out on the waste-lands some time back, abandoned, and she writes to him, trying to keep their flame of love alive, and connected to him, back at the camp, that he’s now renamed Bumble Bee City.
We check out some of their written correspondence, now since there is no more internet, no more emails, no more texting, no voice mail, they’ve got to do their thing, old school style, by writing love letters!
This letter is from Big Rex’s alternate personality, The Strawberry Lord. We catch Kitty, sitting in the sunshine, up on the deck of the ship called Flowers, in a beach chair, smiling and anxious, as she opens a letter that just got delivered to her, from you know who? She takes the letter in her hands and hugs it fondly, then kisses it, and opens it quickly, with tender loving care.
And the letter reads :
Hi! Kitty. I Missed you!
I’am, well. Hope you are too! Me? Well, as you can imagine Kitty, I have been a bit baffled by the destruction of the world, and what will be our destiny?
The world is truly all destroyed. Shame! But I care about working hard to put it back, and I feel it’s every bodies obligation to help.
I been busy! Thought about you. I have too! Can’t forget you! You’re bad! I like that!
That letter you sent me! Yikes! It seems your a Doctor, a lover, with beauty and brains and a song writer and singer too? Oh wow! Amazing? That song, you sent me, the lyrics are strong. You must sing it for me one day! Mind if I call you pretty?
Pretty Kitty! I know you are smart! You’ve got to be smart to be in molecular biology and genetics.
You know, back at Bumble bee city, we are telling all the women of child bearing age, that it’s their civic duty to get pregnant, so we can improve on our chances of survival.
In your letter you talked about, how you wanted to help and talked about giving us guidance so the camps women can get more babies.
Kitty, are you talking about fixing women so they give birth to quadruplets or something like that?
What you were saying about Crispr manipulation for the ladies in the camp, and our future babies.
I don’t know? We have to converse a lot more on this topic.
Maybe I’ll let you use your expertise on the DNA on only a handful of our women, but not everybody. Year, that’s what I think.
So while what we are thinking is premature, that, these modified female kids, when they grow up and get pregnant, will they have quadruplets each time?
I have to admit, that’ll go a long way in increasing the population of Bumble Bee City. But, that’s a long time from now!
Still, I need you to tell me the pros and cons, first!
But, seriously pretty Kitty, I know you’re serious about it. So we’ll have to talk! And we’ll see? OK?
Regarding your request to let your friends, Denice and Dr, Joplin go, I can tell you that I Okayed it with my man, my operations chief, Ro’Nine! He has been instructed to partially free them, so they can have it a bit easier. But, only on condition Kitty, that they work for you. And they be instructed to locate that ship container, that you had your secret laboratory in, and to clean it out, and put it back in working condition.
That should be a win, win for them, you and me.
I think, once you have your lab up and running again, I think it will make you happy!
Speaking of designer babies you saw Ro’Nine? What do you think? He something else! He’s big and strong all right, but it didn’t come naturally! He was a designer baby. He got a really wild custom made zebra skin look, I think it makes him look like something out of a comic book!
Write, me OK! Love to hear what you’re doing and thinking! Let me know how you are doing, Take good care of yourself for me!
SL.
This letter got delivered to BR, marked, the S. Lord!
Hello big Strawberry! Thanks for releasing my friends Denice and Dr, Joplin, over to me!
Strawberry! Really, I hated seeing them working doing all those dirty menial jobs, when these guys are highly trained geneticists! They’re really good, people, who know all about the nano surgery, like rewriting the code, in editing DNA, in human embryos. So thanks for helping them. So, my Lord! It was a good decision, you won’t regret! Thanks again, you’ll see!
But, about them working for me, heres what I hope! If we are lucky, and salvage the lab, and get all the water out, and repair the damages, which I can tell you, I expect will be a lot!
And if we get it working? Oh wow!
You are right, I will be a very happy girl!
And you know what my love? I contemplate, we can be a critical component, so far as planification, for the new world we all want!
This may sound subjective, to you, but the true societal need for new babies, cannot be extrapolated correctly now, because of all the Fractal chaos around us now, but, things will get better eventually!
And yes, I want to help! It would be irresponsible of me not to!
And yes, for now what ever we say now, most certainly will be speculation, combined that with the fact that we don’t have the internet, and not having supportive infrastructures, all of these nonexistent resources, means what? Means we are dreaming.
But, I am a dreamer my lord! I never let dreaming big, stop me before, and with your help, I won’t let it stop me now! I hope you are that type of person too! Together, I think we can make a big difference!
But, time will tell, like you say we need to talk!
About what you said about getting future women to give birth to quadruplets, year,we can do that, even more as long as it does not endanger the life of the mom!
And about Ro’Nine, the guy you put in charge to run the Flowers ship, well, I think his parents taste in being creative in designing him, was way over the top. Still, as a designer baby product, he is handsome, zebra skin and all. He told me something I bet you don’t know? He says he only needs three hours of sleep a day! Now, that to me, is amazing! His brother got hair like a lion and tiger markings on the skin of his body! He showed me pictures. They are amazing! Tell you one thing, he sure comes from quite a family! We were doing so much in science before the world blew up, it’s going to take a long time to start over.
Meanwhile, I am lonely and you are not here!
Thanks for the compliment on my hobby song writing, I am not that good, and Yes, I won’t leave my day job for it!
But someday when we back together and are alone, I will sing for you!
What did you do today? Year I am curious?
And you didn’t answer me. In the last letter I asked you, who are you when you wake up in the morning? Big Rex, or Strawberry Lord?
I saw you had a tattoo on your butt. I like it! Very colorful butt!
I am throwing you kisses, see the red lipstick? I kissed the letter! Bye, bye, Big strawberry, write again soon!
Kitty
Hello Kitty, its good to hear from you again. Hope you’re Ok! I got your letter, and you’re right Ro’Nine is quite a man, and your right I didn’t know about his brother! I was happy, to learn you think you can get the women to give birth to quadruplets in the future, but what about now! I need your help now, right now, not sixteen or twenty years from now!
Let me know, if you can do it?
And speaking about this stuff once you get your lab working, can you make dog experiments. Dogs get pregnant, don’t they? Yes, they do! And, do they breed quickly. Me? I have two, two dogs! A girl and boy!
Do you think you can develop some big oversized war dogs with big heads full of teeth, out of them? I think about security, that dogs like that would be super cool! Let me know?
Well, you want to know what I am doing? I am thinking about you baby! Your lips, your curvy hips, the sound of your voice, I love so much!
You say you like my butt? That tattoo, on it is a drawing of my lucky charm whistle. I blow my whistle when I see pretty girls like you baby! And speaking of butts and stuff, the hair on your head is blond, but your private places is black! How about that, how can that be baby?
By the way, I fell down the other day, hurt my left arm. It hurts me something awful. I sent for Dr. Chang, he’s one the passengers that’s also happens to be a Doctor, and he gave me some pills, he found in the ships dispensary!
But, it’s still hurting.
I think the doctor I need is you! I know what you can do!
You asked me what am I doing?
Well, you’ll never guess! Guessing? Among other things, I am trying to start a school for our kids in Bumble Bee City. So I have men and some of the teenagers, searching, getting all the books we can find, and all the tablets, iPads, smart phones, and computers, things like that that are not damaged and are rechargeable.
This way, even though we don’t have the internet, we can still salvage so much knowledge, and get the children up and learning again. But it’s really slow going. So much is against us! A lot of the kids are traumatized and cry all day about losing their parents! It’s a hard thing to see!
Anyway pretty Kitty baby, that’s all for now. Write me back.
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The Lords being personality, mentally migrates back, back through time, back to his original ancient primal animal behavior and instincts, hidden in him, and turns into a
dangerous shadow, lurking in the darkness of the night. The strange alternate paranormal personality of Big Rex, known as the Strawberry Lord, is here. And he stays still, quiet, as he ponders to himself, disturbing thoughts of evil, as the moon comes out slowly, and midnight falls fast!
Perhaps, he says, perhaps I should try not to be who I am, he says, looking up at the moon, as he slowly, as he very slowly realizes what time it is? Its time! He doesn’t want it to be this time, but its time, time for it to happen. He doesn’t want it to happen!
But, the power of the moon, is too strong! The power of the moon moves along, not just the mighty oceans, the great seas, and the mighty ancient mysteries, but also, the evil forces that go through and fro, and the magnetic waves we cannot see,
but also the monster in him.
One doesn’t know the unknown, and like all unknowns, it can be a most intriguing pairing. We don’t know why man has darksides to him, but he does, and the personality of The Strawberry Lord, has the cruel anomaly in him to morph, and change into a Fractal shadow demon!
A demon, bent on carrying out a death wish for retaliation, vengeance against those who cast themselves as his personalities enemies! And it is when the moon rises, when the moon rises high in the night, when the eclipse of the moon, comes, that triggers the paranormal. That’s when it awakens the vindictive monster man, hidden in one of BR’s bad personalities, known as,” The Strawberry Lord.”
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Its night time now. Yes, its night time. The camp, is peaceful, peaceful and quiet. And then, suddenly, we hear a strange sound like an animal crying! It gets louder, as if it is coming closer!
It’s something! Someone coming in the darkness! A loud cry of a monster is shattering the peaceful silence of the night. Hell bent! It’s the loud roar of something terrible, and we see Garfield, BR’s slave who was asleep. He hears the growling, and suddenly wakes up and opens his eyes! He’s shocked and trembling in fear! Garfield, was one of the men who wanted to kill BR, this year. And he got caught, and he was made a slave to serve BR, and tonight, he was, was now chained up to a tree. And up until a moment ago, was sleeping blissfully on the ground on a blanket, just outside the camp, away from the people, along with Mikey! Mikey, also was in on the plan to kill Big Rex, and got caught. And he too, was sleeping just a few feet away. And these are the two men who tried to kill him. Its black outside where they are; they can’t see nothing!
They hear this loud roar,
ROAR!
They wake up, and Garfield yells out asking
Mikey, Mikey, Mikey, did you hear that? Wake up! Did, did you hear that?
Roarrrrrrrr!
Faster than the eye can see, a mysterious shadow attacks them, rips them to pieces, and kills them, and scampers away unseen. The next day, early in the morning Jonathan, as part of his duties, he usually does his rounds inspecting the camp, and reports back to BR, that there were two murders last night in the camp, BR’s slaves, Mikey, and Garfield, got killed, and there was a lot of blood where they were sleeping, but no trace of them now!
BR, listened very carefully, as Jonathan explained what he found, and had a troubled pensive look on his face, but didn’t say anything! And he was uncharacteristically quiet, and after a long silence, without turning to look at Jonathan, he leaned back in his chair, slowly took off his cowboy hat, and placed it on the table next to him. He took off his sunglasses, and lit up a cigarette. He took a long drag, and you could tell by the look on the man’s face he wasn’t showing any emotions, he wasn’t sad! And he exhaled, and breathed in, and in a very relaxed manor, put his legs up on a stool, and without even as much as looking at Jonathan, replied coldly : Thanks, fo telling me Boy. I’ll investigate, he said! But don’t say nothing to nobody! If anybody has any questions, tell them to see me, I am investigating it!
Yes, boss, Jonathan answered, in low somber voice, like he was talking to a funeral director in a funeral parlor. And he turned slowly away, stiffly, like he was made of wet clay, and left, walking like a worried man, in a world he doesn’t understand!
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MEANWHILE
Life goes on doesn’t it?
What is Sex?
A fractal word, that everyone uses, and is a robust, exciting physical animal act, beastly fact, enjoyed by everything, every one does it at some time, if they are lucky, and have the requisites of both the healthy body and mind, but few understand its purpose, or comprehend, that it serves several of life’s basic purposes: bonding, pleasure, and a sense of expression of intimacy and love, belonging and fulfillment of being alive in the instant of the now, with another, and two people enjoying pleasurably, each other! It’s fantastic and mind blowing, physically, emotionally, socially, relationally, and a spiritual experience with, their bodies, as a prerequisite, leading to the formation of our ultimate goal, connection to life’s baby procreational process. Somebodies, body is about to get processed!
Vanity, sure, some folks got it. Some folks don’t. It’s a trait that makes you want to exhibit the very best view of what you got. Some folks got a lot . Some folks don’t.
Every thing, every thing in the appropriate time and place, the love place, this place of interest to normal people born with the basics, is what it is, a state, a state of mind, powerful enough crimes are committed over it. Play with care, year and especially handle it with care, could get a heart break , if you don’t stay sharp ,and on your game,other wise they’ll see your vulnerability take your lover from you, you remember when?
Just like that! Don’t or won’t, or are to ignorant, life depends frankly fractally on what family you were born in, luck and a lot of you, and what you do, or don’t.
But, this is not the time nor the moment, this moment is consumed in the buxomity of the insanity disconnected from reality that is the methodical predetermined dementia, we happily indulge in, this is whats happening, the point we go back to a simpler place and time, to the point, the vital point of over consumption, called the joyous love cum time of copulation sensations!
The moment is now! BR, and Saddie lady fast paced bedroom drama!
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So it was , time that to them, seemed to appear to stand still, seemed to be shifted back into reality, and both of whom are to say the least are now zoned out, and feeling in together in tune, and with you know what I mean, a very relaxed and in balance feeling,they share, that only good sex can give you!
These poor hearts, decided they give themselves a little break for a little while, they had been doing it to death, and making out all day in BR’s office! It was time for change of scenery and at BR’s suggestion, he and Saddie went and got the black chick, Antoinette Mungi Boccia, BR’s other girlfriend to make it a twosome, and he invited both women to take a bike ride to celebrate them becoming his future wives!
Oh can’t you see you belong to me, thinks BR, smirking to himself!
So things got a little interesting when his other girl friend, the one he had kept a secret, his other sweetheart, Antoinette, the ex-girl friend of Dizzy, came on the scene! She was cool and cute too! She was a twenty-six year old mix race kid.
A little German, a touch of French and a little Afro American thrown in!
She was so stylish, tallish, six feet of meat to be exact, with a big butt and amply chested, with sexy lips, hips and nice eyes and thighs! And when you checkout her eyes really good, you could see when she blinks, you noticed she was blessed with long eye lashes, and her hair, she wears there, a style that is very different too!
She was feminine treasure, that made it hard for men to concentrate!
She wore her honey brown colored hair in a big ball shaped natural afro style! Her face was clean cut featured, Hollywood good-looking, with peachy cheeks, great smile, pearly white teeth with red lips, and a sexy voice, that you soon noticed, she employed passionately, convincingly and so sweet, it could melt ice!
She was a bad lady, at the corner of happy and sexy, ready to make the world a better place, at BR’s side and Saddies!
She had a cool look about her. Type of woman that would turn heads easily in a crowd, have fun stand up and take a bow!
But when you talked with her she was not proud, snobbish or have a “Oh I am better than thou,” attitude, but, rather she sounded humble, and down to earth. Good person, good person to know!
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She didn’t appear to talk very much like a smart person, or act like she was very educated!
Thats Ok, lots of educated ladies don’t act like it. She was not book smart, but street smart, thats the impression, and gut feeling you got about her.
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stay tuned here comes CHAPTER 14
Hi! It’s me again, Madcow Sammy, Holy cow brain, insane, these folks got a problem, if they don’t have a problem, they gone get a problem! But besides that, these folks, if they only knew whats in the dinner they think is so delicious, they might be inclined to pass! I think all o them got a big surprise coming! Believe that! I know I would, I’d skip eating big time! And the folks that was in that boat needs to get their heads examined quick! They got issues. I know BR and all his crazy wives, and Dizzy and The Captain do! These guys are mind blowingly unbelievable! Wow,
Luckily my Iphone alarm, went off again, and woke me up! ” Oh Boy! ” Anyway, I really got to consult Toni, cause this is too much! I got to tweet him, anyhow, I just got another tweet! It’s my girl, Madcow Lady Ga Ga again! Oh how cool! Got to fly bye! Stay tuned, this is just the beginning! I got to run now, bye, adios, adieu, A plus tard Mes amis, abschied, Wiedersehen, 這麼長時間現在，我們看到你很快 ！,告別 ,작별, 別れ ,Прощай ,الوداع ,veda , addio ,Żegnaj, bye bye, to da loo!
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The Tweets of Madcow Sammy
BAD PERSONALITIES
BIG REX
Chapter 14
“Beware of the man who owns his brain, to you, he will appear insane”
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Today she was wearing, earrings shaped just a little like stars, and was dressed in an over sized, long sleeve mans, white shirt, that came down way pass her crouch, and skin tight seamless sweat jeans, without a belt. The cool jeans with holes on the right thigh, were tight, left nothing to the imagination.
So American she, typical of American women, whose culture teaches freedom of delicateness and prettiness, and feminine expression and openness, and most of all, “What you see is what you get.”
She shows it off as is customary with American girls, and is unashamed to give you an eyeful!
When you love someone you always feel insecure, so BR, smart devil, that he is, would comfort her, and tell her that what ever you want, lady you got it, and the Cowboy would tell her often, he loved her, and that she was for real to him, and he needed her.
He’d do the same to Saddie, too, balance was king, thought, BR. It was his thing! The man, displayed, little by little, that his gamesmanship was on the ball, and proving him to be a hard core Cowboy lady killer!
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So, it was that Monday afternoon at two thirty, we see her, this black hot momma, the intriguingly beautiful Antoinette Mungi Boccia, Boccia thinking to her self deep perplexed thoughts that day. She knew BR, had said to her, he was bringing a very special lady friend over for me to meet.
Why does things like this happen to me, asked Boccia to her self silently?
I knew what he meant. He had discussed her with me, he told me how nice she was, what a good mother he thinks she might make, and all! He told me everything!
He wanted to start a family with another girl besides me, she thought to herself, and when I saw BR, he was advancing walking with Saddie by his side, hand in hand towards me smiling and waving!
I pretended it was fine! He flashed his handsome grin at me, again, and I roared,” YES,” inside me quietly.
Why does things like this happen to me, asked Boccia to her self silently?
He proudly was bringing his new addition to our family, up to me. They looked cozy, but nevertheless since this new type of marriage, was new not just for Big Rex, Saddie and me, we did what we had to, we pretended to be as pleasant as possible, word of mouth is this fact, we needed each other.
I wanted a boy child, and I want Big Rex to be his daddy, I whisper to myself. If I am gone to have my child survive in this crazy new world, if anybody could make him survive. It was Big Rex! I’ll bet my life on it!
I want him of course all by myself. Alone if possible, if not so what, I’ll make do, and that is the truth, don’t know how much I will get along with his other, girlfriend , wives what ever, but long as I got time with him, I will make do.
He rivets me to the bed like no men ever did, I kid you not, don’t know, don’t know what he’s fractally got, but whatever it is he’s got a lot, a kicker in him!
What can I say, I am woman, post world woman, and a woman without man in world like this, to sustain herself is lost, unless she got a man with balls! The world, the good time party world, I knew is over. Done for, is destroyed, not, not the same. So, best go with it, anyway you can, thats what I think!
Anyway, as they approached closer, BR’s, eyes caught mine, and we, and the other girl, Saddie, chatted casually, being politically correct, and he introduced Saddie to me smiling, meet wife number two! And I got to say, things kicked off to a good start, considering. And, like dutiful dudes wanting to get along, we exchanged pleasantries!
Even though as one woman to another, underneath it all, I am sure, she wondered, just who of the two of us, would he favor to love more, but that was a question for way, way down the road.
Now, is now, man, and thats all I can handle, I said to myself inside, so I smiled, hugged her, kissed her cheek twice, pretended to be as nice as possible, and of course leaned over to him, too, and stretched up and planted a light love kiss on his cheek! He pecked me back and patted my ass. So, check this out, while were standing there, BS’ing for a bit, BR, surprised us girls!
He popped the question to us both cleverly like the sneaky fox, he is!
He pushed back his Cowboy hat back. He rolled his eyes back in his head, then straightened his head, and looked at both of us, squinted his eyes and said : If any of you Cowgirls, want to marry me, you get to ride my Harley Davison motor Bike, anybody want to ride my bike?
We both knew he had them, being tuned up in the cave, but weren’t expecting this!
We looked surprised, because we were! We looked at each other smiling and yelled : I do! I want to ride! We do!
Take me, I said laughing beaming at him and sure enough, the big Cowboy man, tilted his Cowboy hat down real cool like, you know like : ” he’s the bad drama mojama rama, a new trick a minute,” man, that he is!
He pulls his cowboy had down to keep the sun light out his eyes, and he squinted his black eyes at me, then at Saddie, they were cold as ice but I’d be lying to you if I didn’t say that, we dug him totally, and his off the wall, dangerous craziness, and rough bad boy good looks!
He smiled, at us, put on his dark blue sunglasses. Saddies pushed away his long hair out of his face. She pinched his belly and patted it. And, he smiled at her, then at me, and graciously took us by the hand, like a man, and led us ladies to where he had the big motorcycles hidden!
We were trilled, and I sighed,’ Oh oooo,’ and by the look on Saddies face, you knew she was happy! And as for me, lordy miss clawdy, girl I was so scared, for I never seen one up close, let alone, been on one. But If Saddie was up to the job, I thought, what the hell so was I!
I didn’t want to appear to be a wimpy sissy, even though thats who I am!
Wow, the bike was big! It was shiny and brite red, and a three seater too, with big headlight bulbs, framed in shiny chrome, front and back!
Aren’t they dangerous I asked?
BR, put his hand on his hips, like I was nuts, shook his head, meaning no.
Turned to me, looked deep into my eyes.
I could feel his soul caressing my soul, assuring me everything is fine and will be OK!
He looked at me and smirked, he open his lips and said real sexy like, dangerous? Of course Boccia, come on baby, be crazy hop on my bone lets roam, sugar! The way he said it melted me like butter on hot toast!
The man was crazy, but crazy or not, he could talk your panties off! I think I’d do anything for this man!
And he looked at me and smiled when he said roam, and I could see his eyes roaming all over my body. Got me warm! And my apprehension disappeared, no fear!
I was raring to go! I was now, Boccia, the motorcycle girl! Girl, if my momma could see me now, she’d say my fool daughter, and call me super nuts!
But, I am big girl now, got to make my own way! If this is where life takes me, here below the big blue skies, on his clean machine, then thats where i’ll go, thought boccia.
Big Rex, asked : Boccia you like my Harley horse?
Of course I replied softly back, knowing he likes it like that.
He and I know he wasn’t really talking about the motorcycle. BR, was yakking off his big mouth talking about sex to me secretly!
Sex is like Mathematics : Add a cot, lay on it a lot like a bed, plus a man to get you hot red, if you can that said, and embraceable you, wait nine months too! Surprise! They’ll be three of you! And, you wonder who done it? Who got you pregnant? Duh? 1+1=3?
Year, an old-line we ladies toss around at joke parties in private, but seriously, we were all getting ready to get on board!
We climbed on,
BR, had his cowboy hat on, his shades, his long leather pouch with his shotgun in side, strapped to his back, his sword, and as always around his waist, his gun-holster with his two pistols! Why, lordy me, I don’t know. This is supposed to be a fun time site seeing tour, we are not shipping out to a war zone! But!
Why, I thought to my self, why take so many weapons where ever you go, he even takes a dagger stuck in his waist band, I will never know!
But, he’s the boss! A crazy, crazy fool boss, but we love him, so hey, so can’t tell the man nothing, he’s the man!
And who else is ready?
Saddie, who in a blink of eye hopped on the back seat before I could, she beat me to my man, making understand my man was her man too, and placed her arms around BR’s mid section and cross her palms upon his chest, like she was strapping her self on to a rocket that was about to take off into outer space!
This girl, HMMMnn, thought to my self, honey she is too much! She made her fat big, butt, buttery self comfy, holding on to him tight.
I could tell she was horny raunchy, cause she must of just gotten laid, because she had a certain kind of continuous smile plastered all over her stupid face.
She kept smiling, being a woman, I could tell it, nothing makes a woman’s smile glow like that, like just getting laid!
Boccia thinking other self : This bitch called Saddie, what ever this little johnny come lately, queen of Sheba was doing, she better learn to share him with me, thats all I can say, other wise there will be nowhere run, no where to hide!
Hop on Boccia BR, told me smiling with a big grin.
So I held my breathe and did, but, I had grab and held on to Saddie, She was the eager beaver who got on first and beat me to grabbing onto BR, on the bike!
It’s a different feel and tone holding a woman around the waist, than it would be if in had my arms around BR’s waist. But, what I got was to hold her waist, so thats the way it goes, it’s too late now! BR, put his foot on the pedal.
And so, the three of them took off to explore and see what they could see and enjoy themselves doing it, cause BR, had packed some bottles of liquor in his saddle over the back seat to make sure of that.
So, they were off, and every thing was going hunky doorey but, lo and behold, talk about bad timing, seems mother nature decided it was time to have a sudden rain storm, and by the look of the sky, boy these guys were in for a big down pour in a couple of hours!
Up until then, They were happy go lucky folks, zooming along, checking the scenery.
Not every thing was pleasing to us, cause we saw a lot of bad stuff. As you must imagine we found terrible things.
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Stopping here and there, when they saw something strange, or of interest. The saw a car upside down, or sometimes a whole bus sticking out of the ground!
They found some building sticking out too!
They found the remains of what appeared to be dead cows, or something. They also saw dead horses or something like a moose with antlers, it was hard to tell what it was because the bodies were partially missing or badly decomposed!
And as they traveled, between two mountains, they saw what look like valley full of crushed and twisted cars and sailboats all smashed together like a soup! It was unbelievable the amount of destruction they saw, but stranger still, this was Arizona but, the cars had Russian license plates on them?
Current passenger license plates series since are in black on white background
The registration consists of one small letter, followed by three numerals and two small letters.
To the right of the plate, there is small panel with three numerals above the oval,” RUS” and a tiny Russian flag on it.
What are all these cars from Russia, doing here, in the desert tossed around in all this debris? It was all over the place. It all we could see, lots and lots of debris.
As they drove along, they found buildings sticking out of the sand and wet mud, with Russian names on them. Could it be possible, the northern hemisphere be down here, but without the freezing temperatures, was the question?
The team of three, two women and he, debated as they kept riding further into the unknown lands on their motorcycle bike.
Could Alaska be moved down in to hot desert?
The landscape was torn up, and some sections there skeletons here and there. Could those bones be the bone of eskimos?
How’d they get down here? Or maybe down here is not down here anymore? The continents shifted big time and what was up is down, down is up?
But, wait, it gets worse, Boccia needed to go to the bathroom, so BR, drove over to where there was this big mountain, so she could do it. And she walked to hide her self from them, and get a little privacy, behind a boulder, and she notices the desert sand below her, when she touched it was freezing cold, and when she made pee pee, the urine stream, she made, washed away some sand and exposing, the white ice below.
So, she immediately told them what she saw, they came over and BR, using his boot checked it out and kicked some of the sand away and sure enough, it turns out this big mountain is only the tip of an gigantic ice shelf, covered over with sticky sand and dirt, making appear to look like a mountain. But it was really a gigantic ice burg covered with a light layer of sand, and it was sticking up out of the earth, and it must be hundreds of miles long underground!
And some of these big boulders, were slowly melting, and when he brushed off the sand, it looked like it some parts that was near the upper surface was semi transparent, and, its hard to believe but, it had some kind of big frozen animals inside of them?
And, that got BR, to thinking, what they had seen before as dead animals that, BR, assumed were dead animals he thought were possums, upon examining one, turns out, were really dead seals. Seals, the bodies of dead seals, laying out in the wastelands in the middle of a desert?
Another, real killer shock was when BR, drove pass a creature that looked like it had antlers on its decomposed skull, a northern Eurasian moose from Alaska, down here in deserts of Arizona?
Thats what they were finding and seeing now, and they were only about twenty miles away from the camp, made them wonder, what kind of strange finds, lay ahead of them a hundred miles away?
Meanwhile, the sky was certainly getting mighty, mighty dark and cloudy, and by the looks of things, looks like rain was finally gone catch up to them, and spoil their outing!
Then the winds began to blow, and a strange breeze was heard in
the winds, sounding awfully strange , like a wild cat or something : Meowoooo meowoooowwwwduck!
Then, Boom a big sound rocked the heavens, it was the thunderclap, clap of the thunder shooting through the sky startling everybody, rocking every bodies ear drums extraordinarily loudly! Its now, one thing to hear thunder normally, but it’s totally another thing to get to hear the loudness of thunder when you got a planet hovering above your head that bounces it up and down instantaneously, only a couple miles up. It creates a corridor that channels the sounds intensity. The noise vibes reverberation bounces really hard and shakes your brain up in your head quite bit. You really hear it loud like! And, The girls were getting mighty squeamish and all, as sun light disappeared and slowly the dark clouds rolled on in between the two Earths, the upper and the lower!
Something was gone happen.
Well, sir, BR, He was just riding along, happily all alone and he got these chicks hot for him all to himself, but at the same time, being out here seeing what he was seeing made him sad, worried, and very apprehensive and the girls too!
Seriously contemplating how this was gone pour cold water on the party of sexual hot fun he originally had in mind, but, the best way of not shooting himself in the foot with the ladies, and coming off like he didn’t give a dam about the plight of those less fortunate dead folks, they saw, that didn’t make it, was to realize they could always party later, he thought.
So, plan B, was to go along, now that they are out here and checking out all the damage, which they could now see, thanks to the fact they had the motorcycle to travel with and view with their own two eyes, just what the hell was going on far from the camp!
Being stuck back at camp, you know things are really bad, but seeing it out here like this, a world totally destroyed before your very eyes, well it’s not the same thing. Out here its up close, it’s up close and personal.
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As we were running by the desolation, we all fell silent by it. Over whelmed by it all. Boccia was crying, and Saddie was saddened too!
BR, who always was running his in mouth had shut up, pondering in his mind to himself trying to make heads and tails of all this, seeking the truth blazing in real life visions, tempted by the hopeless strapless surreal thoughts, about the profundity of why and how death of his world occurred with him in the middle of it, and survive and why? Big questioned! Heavy unanswerable inquiries, no satisfactory solutions or simple answers!
And, he didn’t like the fact, that things were getting gloomy, after all this, was supposed to be a happy sight seeing, out of doors type day. It was supposed to be a fun trip!
He thought he’d try to get some fun back into their trip, and he thought he could do that, by taking the bike up a hill that was just up ahead in front of them.
And do some dare devil spins, but it didn’t turn out that way, at all!
They got back on the bike and BR, wanted to drive up the hill, he thought it would be fun!
As they were driving along, It was going well, but as they got half way up, the motorcycle’s front wheel, slipped and fell over. BR, managed not to loose control, and stopped, and he got off, to take a look, at what happened, and saw the wheel had slipped on ice hidden just below the sand! And he wasn’t watching where he placed his foot, and suddenly he tripped over, falling and hit his forehead on a rock!
Well, he said, dammit, you never know when a problem gone pop you in the head, and boy, I certainly, shit, I certainly didn’t see this happening to me.
I hit my head really bad, he thought to himself. I knew I was in trouble, cause I felt dizzy. I tried to put on a macho man look, but, that’s because, the girls, they were here with me. I wanted to appear strong! But, the fact was I was feeling bad, real bad, and felt it was only going to get worse!
Best thing was for me to get the girls back on the bike, and get back to camp real fast.
BR, asked Boccia, are you all right?
Nope, Boccia, my head, my head he said to her, rubbing his forehead which now was bleeding. I got a bad blow on my head, I said! Look, you guys, you’re not going like this but I want to turn around, and get back to town. Saddie, said with a worried look on her face, you want help, baby? Can we do anything? No!
I believe I need, I need to see the Doc, back at the camp, fast!
Come on get on! We’re heading back! We’re outta here! Nothing like this ever happen to me! My head hurts bad, I said!
He and the ladies were at a lost, as to why things turned out the way they did!
BR, returned to thinking about the fate of the world, as he drove back. I didn’t want to alarm the girls, so I didn’t tell them everything,
But I was losing my vision, and I didn’t want to drive, but I had to. Fact was, it was dangerous driving back, cause I could of blacked out too, anytime, and crashed, but luckily I knew I would get back one way or another, before I pass out!
All a tiny minded twisted man like him could figure, was for what ever the reason, nature stopped and destroyed the old world, she did what she did it, and it was for him a challenge and an opportunity, to start the world anew, if he only could make back to the camp alive!
He was to get these two woman pregnant and any other woman he could, and start the whole world over again, if he can. That’s all! Simple! KISS, keep it simple stupid! It was his new mission! Kissing! Something he always liked to do!
He tried to keep his mind off the pain, as he drove back, and thought about the women he had!
He had had a lot of women in his day, and his day wasn’t over by far, he hoped!
When he got back, he went and sought help from Doctor Chan. Dr. Chan attended his wounds, and gave BR, something strong to make him sleep, and told he must stay their for the night! All they had was a tiny medical facility that was basically a few large rooms that they had constructed, for emergencies.
BIg Rex, sits down, closes his eyes for a second, and takes a little time to rest, and get his thoughts back together, and day dreams a bit, trying hard to forget what had happened and the things he saw! He tries to escape reality for minute!
He came out there to have fun sight seeing day trip, and make love with his girls, but, seeing the world, the horrific sight of all this destruction, side tracked the good mood he was in, and the girls with him.
His crazy head, is what it is. It is a crazy mind that is departing amorphously from the present time, to past time, drifting backwards to another time and place located in a funky Fractal reality.
Back, in his memories, when he gets to feeling larger then his mind actually is, larger then time, he thinks back, it is back, far away, way back, his thoughts now adrift, in a day dream trance, this man, mind drifts back in time to a mental displaced time loop stupor, and there he goes down the throat of dark places, with different faces and he drifted off silently.
It is back along time ago in this thing, he calls a mind. He, does something, he reaches for it. That thing is the Fractal shaped Snowflake whistle.
The lucky charm jewelry, he wears on a leather string around his neck.
The foundation Fractal forces, dwells in all manor of things, both big and small for it can and in this case lives in the sizzle of a whistle! The good forces force, is size-less! It is a feeling. Like time it cannot be touched. But it is alive. And like time you can travel through it, too, but when you do. Its going to affect you one way or another!
Thing, it is, a thing, upon which all life’s lucky’ness or lack there of depends.
And ever, mind, what we saying here in kind, everybody depends, that’s right, you might, you just might say, think, you’re thinking, that you’re apart, and oh so not in this story! But, sister, brother are you one mistaken fellow, me, we, everybody, got you so over, for he is you, and you is he, and the story is an illusion of a time loop truth happening in your head, that said, in the mystery of the drooping looping, that occurs all around you, in the time spacial fabric of membranial, super multifaceted levels of the Minds, mind of eternal time, or as they call it for those who are not in the loop, not in the know of things in the dark of night, and what they do upon you, there we swear a soul glows, that knows.
And go it to you into deep, Magical Fabrical, spreading sweep of creeping time, inside and out of the mind.
What time creeps by slower, dead time, time or your time?
Can slow-motion creeping time, creep slower than another?
But each, shall put hipness, him-ness, by names or things, be it with that what it is mined, extracted ore, adored, up no way, down this day, we extract him-ness, and we see him, as inside the realms of his mind, he rides, in his strides to find that which escapes him. Him! For he, like the illusive you, is hard to find too! Did you have you a daydreamed back to your past time in your mind too?
Come along, come along, into his daydream, it’s going to get, get awfully interesting.
Now, with more personalities in store!
And, he could, he could, switch on you and talk to, to you too! In whole new voice in a minute!
That’s, what we call a genuine time looper or what they awe at, in something they call the [ Atatipochibendada ] [The Theory of Anti Time Communications ]
But, anyhow, it’s now, now time, that he’s gone take advantage of, and you ask whose that?
Who?
BR?
BR, the man daydreamed, drifted back in time, in the time loop, and he has returned back, back, back to where he was a wild younger guy, more wild than he is now, hitching a ride cross country in the dead of the night!
Call him, what, you will, an ass outcast, a wild child, Cowboy, hobo, mo joe, but with a touch of class!
He be riding the trains, as they did, in the old wild west days, when people on the run, would hop aboard a freight car to run and try to ride and hide and erase them selves, out of country, out of mind, out of sounding kind. If only he could, in his mind, being in here, this freight car is in his mind, riding the train into the this town called,” Lavender.”
And the train pulls in, and he’s standing there in the side door of the this big railway car, thats old, and rusty, and worn and torn, and this car, is where they would carry the animals! He is the animal tonight, he is the animal tonight, but empty tonight is this car? He is the animal in it tonight!
Why would a man with money and gold, ride in secret like the poorest of the poorest, why?
Only he knows, don’t seek money, don’t seek fame?
Fate is to blame? Only he knows, Only he knows!
Anyway, he would disguise himself as a lowlife.
In the shadows, the orange glare of the towns light reflects on his fair face, his eyes sparkled in the dark night. The stars are out tonight, as a wolf in the mountains howls his head off, in the moonlight.
Anyhow, the train pulls into town. So, it pulls up, slows down to a stop, and quiet as sunday mouse in the whore house, BR, hops off heading for the all night bar.
It’s about eleven o’clock, nock on wood time, in this here old sleepy outpost, here in middle of the night, smack dab in the hot Arizona desert country!
Where you got cactus for trees, and lowdown sneaky friends, that’ll rob you and your mother blind, that are heartless as thieves.
This place, where bad people, and desperadoes, come to hide from the law, is just off the outskirts of time.
In between the streets, of solitary lonely-ness and desperation, is BR’s territory.
The big white moon is out! The big towns heart is black, The night is dark and under attack, but, despite it all, you can her call, the happy, happy wild boisterous voices of the crowd enjoying gay music pouring out of the bar, the light in the bar be always on, just like muggers never go to sleep, it never goes out! Them night folks, they know what it is all about. Live, drink, love now, fellow forget tomorrow, drink up, lets get mellow!
They keep on and keeping on, don’t stop, are always out : Lights are in their eyes, their hearts are dark though, and cut out!
Only party goers, and Honky tonky sparkies, are out roaming the streets at night.
Players, you will know are playing when they say to you, you a friend of mine, as they pick pocket you, while smiling in your face!
Where are the good folks, ain’t around, ain’t any, and the one or two boney skinny ones still alive, why, they, they in bed scared red praying!
While the boogy man and his boys, are out playing dice, as BR walks down the street stepping on the mice with his heavy cowboy boots, one by one, he be stomping on them!
He heads for the rowdy bar on the corner, back then, another name for a bar was a saloon! A Saloon was the wild west type of bar, where everyone smoked a cigar, even the big blond women, smoked a cigar. They put it up to their pretty red lips, smile and puff away till next may.
Where all the old Cowboys and Cowhands, and Cattle men, dandy’s veiled as gamblers, would hang out! Anyhow, BR, would be dressed in his old tattered dark brown leather wind breaker coat. He got his Cowboy hat on, his eyes looking, and his trigger finger nimble and at the ready! And coming in his direction was this attractive blond infection, with a cute little navy type shaped hat on the top of her head, and fair skin, blue eyes, and red lips that would make a mans heart skip!
Anyways, she was a drunk pretty girl, who had to many, and stumbled by, caught his eyes, and saw the woman looked she like she was unsteady, she been drinking to many. She stumbled and falls. BR, catches her and all, and asked her quite nicely, politely are you all right miss?
I’d hate to see you fall. Can I offer you my chair to rest for a second. Just a second till you feel a wee bit better, that’s all?
The woman saw this man, and thought to her self, Hmmnn, truth is, truth is, I am drunk, and I know it. This Cowboy knows it, but instead, he upped and did what he did. Offered me a seat, how sweet! And I think that was neat! But, any other one or these men in here, would have grabbed me and invited to take another drink, knowing full well I am dead drunk already, and they would try in a flash to get me even drunker, so they can get in my panties! But not him! Not his cowboy! My gut feelings tells me I think he’s good, my guts tell me, this is the bone, I should let take me home.
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So she thinks to her self, I am drunk, so maybe I better sit in this chair he is offering me, “Thanks cutie for the chair, got to rest my derrière, she whispered and said, as she smiled sexily! Oh gosh, oh, oh dam, oh, oh, I feel so dizzy,” said the pretty lady with her bosom hanging out, and that was the last words she spoke before she passed out.
Now what does he do?
Big Rex , sly, oh my is he ever the sly fox. Sly fox, that he is, takes advantage of the situation, and quicker than you can say one, two, three!
He ups and lies and tells the people a story, tells them he does, all of them, everybody, but everybody, standing around the saloon, that this is his lady, who just passed out in his arms.
That she is his woman, and acted like it to the tee!
The lady was his wife, and thats the way he acted and not surprising, the fools believed him, by how convincingly he was, assertively and direct. She’s his property and picked her up straight away, took her in his arms, and proceeded to removed her promptly and left with her, took her to this joint, this tiny towns hotel, out in the outer most back part, of Nowheres ville USA.
Still, he’s, this sly dog of gangster man, a humper doing what he knows he can! He had taken women many times before. It was as familiar, as the corner liquor store, or name on his door, or the cool sunglasses he wears everywhere he goes! Or the cowboy hat that he wears. Him and this place go way back!
He recognized that there, old fat ball headed dude, crude, named Fredrick! Frederick, Frederick, who was sitting on this tiny black, swiveling stool, and he was passing the time rocking his fat body around, and around on it, looking like an elephant sitting the point of a knife, going around and around, with his legs hanging down, and his dirty, untied, black old leather shoes, just barely touching the floor! And, Frederick, had a butt in his lips! Dude, was smoking, smoking’ his big cigar butt, puffing on it, puffing, and blowing out playfully, circles of gray smoke, out of his throat, that were the size of bicycle tires, up in the air! They’d rise and pop on the ceiling there, and made the office look like it was in a deep fog! The old obese one, sat behind this, dumpy, shabbily painted, old, horrible light green, broken down front desk, with bullet holes in it! The sign on the desk said,” Welcome!”
And, in this stinking tiny hotel office, was one dim, dingy, light bulb, that was hanging down on a three foot long black cord, shining light, like a dim flash light, down on top of his shiny, big, ball head! Enough said! And on the far left of the desk behind the man, there was a roach sitting on a half eaten sandwich too, looking at you!
Appearance wise, it was not at all the best, the place was a mess, doubly less, than the best, but, but it had rented rooms and beds he could rent! BR, smiled, thinking!
It was definitely sixth class and that’s as bad as bad as you can get!
And, mind you thats speaking politely, generously, to say the least.
Baldy, gives him the quick once over!
The man, shows no emotion, stone faced, his lips hanging down like a retard from Juilliard, and expressionless.
He knows the deal! He saw that the girl had passed out!
But, what the hell does he care! Maybe, this man who got her, he slipped her a mickey pill, to him, his job is to get them in, get them out. His job is to let what ever it is be, as long as he gets the money!
Pay me, that was the mans attitude, ” As longs the John gives it up, pays up, I shut up.”
Everything, as he would say is [BLEEPING ] fine!
So, he spits out a price to, BIG REX, and BIG REX’s, frowns at him, real mean like, like he was gone bite his head clean off his fat neck!
The man, saw that, took a drag, and blew out a puff of smoke in the shape of a question mark, up in smoke filled office air, that froze there scared, and he blinked, and thinked, and he quickly backs down, with a better price thats sounds just right, and BR, nods his head in agreement. With the price right, he paid, and climbs the staircase to get laid, with the pretty babe, in his arms,
and kicks the door to room of love open and drops the sleeping lady down in bed. Turns the light out and makes hot passionate lusty love to the to love below.
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Thus, this, Begs the question do you understand your mind?
MEANWHILE
WE LEAVE HIS FANTASY, LEAVE HIS DAY DREAMS!
We are back to reality but, today is not monday but the wednesday that is coming. The time? The time is 2:30 am wednesday morning, as the drama plays out in the camps make shift hospital, the campers some weeks back, finished constructing inside the large cave.
We see a woman, a nurse, its Judy, and she came by to make her rounds and check on a patient in the hospital, BR, who received a blow to the head, and appears to be in coma like sleep and heavily sedated. But, BR, he is the guy she dreams about and got a secret hot crush on! So in this case, because of her feelings, there is clearly a problem in this hospitals settings, where she is in control at this late hour, and there is an underlying conflict of love interests, that may wreak emotional havoc, that will put her professional behavior to remain impartial to the maximum test!
Here, what we are going to see is a female lust fantasy, played out a causal relationship existing between breach of duty, and her needs, and that of the patient entrusted to her care!
She knows you are supposed to check the chart for medication orders each shift to make sure that the impaired the quality of MAR, hospital status is correct, and she does so, and his meds. check out Ok!
She’s looking at his chart and checks the time and scribbles something on it, sighs and dutifully goes and checks his head, he’s got a small bandage covering his right forehead where he got hit, and you can see some iodine stains as brown dots on his temple. She checks his pulse, his heart, and sticks her hand into her pocket of her maroon colored nurses uniform, pulls out a pink mini Ipad and updates data on his condition and plops it back into her pocket.
Then she quickly goes to the other side of the makeshift hospital room, places a small cardboard sign, with a handwritten note with green letters scribbled with a magic marker, that reads in big letters,”Do not disturb.” She locks the door, and window and draws the heavy red curtains back. Now they are totally alone and private, as she continues attending to her patient.
Then she goes to the table where there is a metal silver round bowl of full of water, next to it is a white puffy towel laying there on the dark brown table. She takes up the towel, dips it in the water, and proceeds to wipe his forehead his neck and his face. She changes a bandage on his forehead, and notices the swelling has gone down substantially !
Judy takes a long deep sigh again, having a hard time sensing what she sees is real. She was living for a dream to be near him, and suddenly here he is. She was wishing, dreaming for a romance and in times like this is so mysterious, questions of her heart, of her feelings, and this man in front of her, for some reasons just being around him relaxes her inhibitions and attracts the hell out of her. She doesn’t know why but this crazy man’s got what she wants. The chemistry is there, she can’t deny it as she looks down upon him, she feels romantic feelings stirring up in her, against her better judgement and against her will.
The woman turns out four of the five battery powered lights illuminating the room, leaving only one shinning down atop BR’s, nude body with a white bed sheet tossed over him as he lays helpless and out cold in a deep sleep, laying still on the blue and silver hospital bed, that the campers had pulled out of the ships emergency room a while back.
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All is dead quiet.
Everybody else is sleeping.
The only sounds are his heart, and her heart beating!
He’s been unconscious all night since he drove the women back to the camp. He got them back safely, but then passed out and immediately collapsed, and has been like this ever since. Judy walks around his bed which is in the center of this large room. She circles it thinking her private thoughts, then she sits down in a chair in the corner looking at him. A few minutes later she gets up and she’s walking even slower than before. She circles him again, this time casually letting her red fingers nails slide along the side of the bed as she walks around it, like a spider eyeing its prey.
It’s coming back, the thoughts about him, she felt before. The secret feelings, she harbors in her heart for him. Things about him, she secretly admires, and his craziness, and his voice. She, can’t help but look at him as she thinks about some of the things Saddie told her about him flood her memories. This guy doesn’t belong to her but she feels in a way he does. Strange games the mind can play, and now a daydream for her too? She partakes in a mental fantasy, on a guy, she got a big crush on, in a very sexy inappropriate, way.
Judy, thinks, no one will find out?
Every one is asleep. He’s knocked out completely on drugs, and asleep! The door is locked, the windows are shut and the shades are shut, and covered with curtains.
She’s alone!
Alone with him.
Nobody else is home! She stares, at him, and her mind is pulsing wild thoughts, lusty thoughts, when it ought not to!
But she’s going down the rabbit hole!
She’s going down.
And she thinks to herself :
I would give anything to have you, anything, you don’t know what I got? The price of inequality! What on earth do you see in Saddie? What the hell do you see in Boccia? Dam fool, cruel! The women you chose don’t have what, it takes; I can give it to you. Why should they taste the love I want, better they are not than me?
Stupidity?
Thinks the woman, as she takes his hand and rubs it against her belly. Imagine, my secret love what it would be to love me?
Give me a baby? I would love you like you have never been loved before, she says to him whispering as she holds his hand up to her breast. Why didn’t you come and talk to me?
You stupid man, can’t you see it in my eyes that I want you? Can’t you? OMG, what is wrong? You belong to me? Don’t you see? You don’t know what you’re missing? NO! I don’t have a big butt. I don’t have big breasts, but in bed I can make love to you the best, romance you, and drive you crazy, once you taste it no one else will do, that much I promise you my love.
My secret love. My secret heart! I am the one you need. Me, don’t you see? Oh My God, this can’t be happening. It can’t, you, you are breaking my heart, breaking it in two! I can’t stand it. I don’t know what to do?
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What, blind fool art you, Cowboy fool, who fails me, who breaks me, temps me! Can eyes not see? Can it? Can you not tell by my speech, I am no leech, I come from upper cultured gentry? Greater expectation, had no man, and whiles I wind up being your examiner, in the deepness of my heart, I glamour for your hands to rough me up like a wild dog.
Familiarity with my body you decline stupid, stupid fool you mere man. You sit, where you sit, sitting between the cabbages and the peas. But, since your in charge, your rank is subject of the echelons that defines, officer class, and you do what you please! Beside my love, that’s why I offer my loins openly to you, and upon you, don’t sneeze.
People are nosey and gossip goes around. You think I don’t know about you? Huh? Saddie told me! She told me what you do in bed. Big shot! Shit! Oh my God, poor retched me, if you only hold me, hold me, me fool, take me in your arms, rape my charms.
Touch here, touch me there, and here! Dam you! She caught her self, talking to herself, and knew she was wavering and veering wildly from any course of rationality, but love is to blame! She thought, love is driving me insane. He doesn’t he loves me. He is a blind fool! When he awakes, I will make him see me! If not? Oh Oh! Will I be trapped, trapped in the balance of my life in this camp, and you ignoring me? If others share their love with you, I must share mine too, but will he love me, she suddenly asked herself? And, Oh My God. What madness? Oh My God, wait a minute what if?
What if? What if you, you . . .
Oh no, what if he stays unconscious. Oh no, I never thought of that?
What if he dies in this coma, never will I have his child, never will his lips cruise my body? It is said after a day of rain, it will be sunny again, but what if you die? The natural order of things don’t always turn out as we want, turn out as we hope. Oh my darling that can’t be.
Can’t! I want you now, take me, take, it, I am yours, wake up from your sleep!
I will join you in bed, we’ll stay there making love forever. She cradled his face in her hands and reached down and with hungry open lips she kissed him, smothered his lips with hers, kissing him long and hard, wildly consumed with the passion growing inside of her. Lust cursing, driving her, driving her to be bolder! She had it, now! Now she had it! It was physically painful for her not to have him, then the unbelievable happened, as she was leaning over his head, her breast hung down and touched his face, and then, as she began massaging his bare chest, she noticed the white sheet begin to move up. He’s got a slow erection. But an erection nevertheless! Her eyes suddenly where clue on it! It was like looking at the sun. She could turn away! It was hot! When she saw it raising up, pushing up and protruding upward from under the big, white sheet covering him from the waist down, it astounded her! Staring at it, she was so shocked, so scared, as she saw he was getting an arousal in his sleep, by her messaging and kissing him. Will he pop open his eyes and make mad love to her, or hate her for what she was doing?
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Hi! It’s me again, Madcow Sammy, Holy cow brain, insane, these folks got a problem, if they don’t got a problem, they gone get a problem! But besides that, these folks, if they only knew whats in the dinner they think is so delicious, they might be inclined to pass! I think all o them got a big surprise coming! Believe that! I know I would, I’d skip eating big time! And the folks that was in that boat needs to get their heads examined quick! They got issues. I know BR and all his crazy wives, and Dizzy and The Captain do! These guys are mind blowingly unbelievable! Wow,
Luckily my Iphone alarm, went off again, and woke me up! ” Oh Boy! ” Anyway, I really got to consult Toni, cause this is too much! I got to tweet him, anyhow, I just got another tweet! It’s my girl, Madcow Lady Ga Ga again! Oh how cool! Got to fly bye! Stay tuned, this is just the beginning! I got to run now, bye, adios, adieu, A plus tard Mes amis, abschied, Wiedersehen, 這麼長時間現在，我們看到你很快 ！,告別 ,작별, 別れ ,Прощай ,الوداع ,veda , addio ,Żegnaj, bye bye, to da loo!
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